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AUTOBIOGRAPHY
independant queen workin for her throne
" I know the world's cold and deceiving but I keep my head up like my nose is bleeding " - Lil Wayne
Cassandra N.R.T.'s the given name but people call me Cassie or Cas.
I got a smile on the face with a fuck you mentality. I'm hated and loved, but who isn't?
That typa girl who's called a bitch/asshole (whatever's negitive) because she speaks the truth.
In the teen years and is educated. I try my best not to regret because I only learn from my mistakes.
God and the ones I call family keep me going on the regular. My trust is limited. I know, sounds
cliche but it really is. Meaning I can count the selected ones I really trust with my own 2 hands.
Other than all the negative, i'm pretty chill once you get to know me.
Just like Kanye, Everything i'm not made me everything I am.
Get at me with something real. †♥$ ♪
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i got time but time's takin forever
Sunday, March 1, 2009 (6:50 PM)
i got time, but time's takin forever. well it seems like its taking forever. you tellin me you gonna be here. i'm waiting for that? i'm wanting that. our bond seems so strong and i don't know what i'd ever do without you. you make me smile, i talk to you every single day... if i didn't have you, i wouldn't have the smile on my face. we might've had our differences and issues in the past but forreal now, the past is the past and it's gonna stay there. we grew from that past and here's a new bond. we seem to get along, we never faught since. man i love it. the fact that you're just not here.. sucks. it sucks clearly! if you were here and i'd get to see you, you'd be the sunshine to my days. but knowing that you're there to talk to everyday just makes me happy and maybe sometimes it makes me get those little butterflies inside. i don't even think you have a clue about the way you make me feel. tho it's whatever since you're not here. i won't make a mistake like that again but whatever, as long as i have you there, knowing that you're there and you're real can keep me up. i don't tell you, i don't show you how much i think about you each and everyday coz maybe just maybe it would break our friendship. so i keep it on the low and everything seems to be fine. tell me that our bond's unbreakable & it's just gonna grow. coz know what? you complete my days. i dont know what it is. maybe it's the little conversations we have even if they come up random, the way you make me laugh and our stupid jokes with each other, i truly love it. i don't ever want anything to come between us no matter what. i care for you, i think about you, i got you, always & forever. our little issue from the past doesn't even matter to me no more coz word, what we have now is better than that! when we don't talk like how we usually do, i get worried. i worry that something's going on and our friendship is breaking. it gets me thinking making me drop a tear or few. but naw it always comes back. all i gotta say is, i'm wating. i'm waiting even if it takes forever, coz i got time.
