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Thursday, February 26, 2009 (8:37 PM)

And well i dont know why you keep coming back to me. As if i was youreverything, as if i was that special someone of yours. I'm not and i'mtotally fine with that. You made me who i am, you made me stronger...Because of you - i am who i am and i'm standing taller than you. You'repathetic. You wasted my time forreal. You always assumed thingsmaking it change everything and when i say everything i mean every-thing. You went from one to many. You went from flirt to nobody. Yeti just don't understand. Why would you do sucha thing. After i've told youabout my past and regrets. You told me things and i took it in deep;making my final decisions and you took it wrong. But whatever i couldhonestly careless about that. Coz i dont want you & i don't need you.But then again i love how you say that you're here for me. You'll alwaysbe there to talk to. When i have problems and issues, i can come to you.That aint gonna work coz your the problem, you're the issue. Your sodifferent and your so confusing you can never know whats good with you.So whats the point of telling you things? Your so difficult, dont even lie.You know it but you just deny it. I can tell you now that i dont think i'llever want you. When your hurt and down and upset because of what yourgirl did to you, you can come to me. You can come to me to talk to butdon't start ranting about her to me and your little issues with her cozi won't give 2 fucks, i won't care at all. You hurt me & well you'll knowhow i felt. YES? yes. Don't talk to me when you have your littleargument with her thinking i can be your next girl. Don't come to me asim a rebound girl. Just don't even try. Because i don't want you. Andi don't want to fall for you. You've hurt me more than once, done so manyshit, talked so many shit. And you think i can be 'the one' my asss okay.This shi might've come out hard, but its the truth. You say you want tokeep the friendship strong. But whats there to keep strong when you'vecompletely changed from a man to a boy. How sad. I don't know whatsthere to keep strong. You lie and you've lied to me. You said so manythinkings just hoping i'd fall for that shit. But thank god i didn't. Honestlyi deserve better and i know it. So then again, whats there to keep holdof when you're just going to come to me when you want some next girl.You say so many things and sometimes it don't even make sense. I dontsee where i hide things from you coz i don't. I don't have anything tohide from you, i've told you everthing, whats there to hide? You say youwant me to come to you when i'm down, you won't make me better.You'll just make me think of the hurtful part. You'll probably say thingsthat everyone else would say "head up" blahblahblah. I hear it all thetime. Then again, when you tell me head up, you probably say it coz youhave nothing else better to say. I want the truth. I haven't been gettingmuch of that from you. Actions speak louder than words. Maybe if youshowed that you cared then i'd believe your shit. But since you're alltalk, then i can't fall for shit. Its final when i say thati don't want you, i don't really need you - i got better ones .And for you to come back, never please, never.