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knowledge is pain, that's why it hurts to know...
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AUTOBIOGRAPHY
independant queen workin for her throne
" I know the world's cold and deceiving but I keep my head up like my nose is bleeding " - Lil Wayne
Cassandra N.R.T.'s the given name but people call me Cassie or Cas.
I got a smile on the face with a fuck you mentality. I'm hated and loved, but who isn't?
That typa girl who's called a bitch/asshole (whatever's negitive) because she speaks the truth.
In the teen years and is educated. I try my best not to regret because I only learn from my mistakes.
God and the ones I call family keep me going on the regular. My trust is limited. I know, sounds
cliche but it really is. Meaning I can count the selected ones I really trust with my own 2 hands.
Other than all the negative, i'm pretty chill once you get to know me.
Just like Kanye, Everything i'm not made me everything I am.
Get at me with something real. †♥$ ♪
Simply
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Who knew people were so interested with my life. aha
Wednesday, February 4, 2009 (4:25 PM)
i hate this part right here. "this stuff right here is some truthful shit"
fuck i just cant take myself anymore. seems like no one gets me so whats the
point? i dont even get myself anymore. everytime i try to do right something
goes wrong. and this wrong just gets to me so much. i admit that sometimes i
take things too serious but sometimes its best because i'm done with this
foolish-ness that i've been thru each time. i hate the feeling of hurting someone
and i hate being hurt. whenever i hurt someone i hurt myself even more.
i keep hurting inside. things are getting a little too serious and im getting scared.
im already feeling pain from such a thing... now what? if we're already hurting
what makes it seem that we can never hurt again? i dont wanna hurt. thats the
worst feeling and i feel the worst. communication is such key but if you aint gonna
speak what ya feelin then how can it ever work alie? im so lost and confused with
myself. life's a bitch but live with it coz it only happens once. i wish i knew whats
real good inside but i obviously dont. i dont know where my hearts at and i cant
lie about that - my hearts in 2 different places. seems like my hearts with
everyone but me. everything just means nothing if im not feelin alright. when
im not okay the only thing that can make me satisfied is to fix the problem. god
knows what. but what'd i say? its a new year and the drama's still
here. 808s & heartbreaks and here i stand in 09 feelin the same shit.
i cant stand the pain but if love is pain then im feelin it. if loving is wrong then i
dont wanna be right but sometimes i am and sometimes thats just best.
i hate this part right here.
"this stuff right here is some truthful shit"
