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AUTOBIOGRAPHY
independant queen workin for her throne
" I know the world's cold and deceiving but I keep my head up like my nose is bleeding " - Lil Wayne
Cassandra N.R.T.'s the given name but people call me Cassie or Cas.
I got a smile on the face with a fuck you mentality. I'm hated and loved, but who isn't?
That typa girl who's called a bitch/asshole (whatever's negitive) because she speaks the truth.
In the teen years and is educated. I try my best not to regret because I only learn from my mistakes.
God and the ones I call family keep me going on the regular. My trust is limited. I know, sounds
cliche but it really is. Meaning I can count the selected ones I really trust with my own 2 hands.
Other than all the negative, i'm pretty chill once you get to know me.
Just like Kanye, Everything i'm not made me everything I am.
Get at me with something real. †♥$ ♪
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A feeling that something's missing...
Monday, January 26, 2009 (7:03 PM)
don't you love the feeling when you're being held in ones arms? that feeling -
knowing that your loved by someone and knowing they're going to be there
for you. the one who makes you smile, the one who makes you happy. that
feeling of whatchu call love. whatta feelin. it feels nice being with someone.
someone there to keep you warm and hold your hand. man's there to
protect you. comes with surprises just to make you smile for him. i know
how it feels & the feeling's good. i miss the feeling. where's my man at? yes
i know - patience is key. the right man will come. but at this age - most
likely no right man is to come my way or anyone's way. we youngins
thinkin a relationship at like 14 can last forever - it can, but most likely not.
there's many more years to meet people and find better people out there.
and when we older - that's when things can get more serious. we can enjoy
relationships now, yes it feels nice, very. feels like it can last forever. holla
at me when it does from now til forever & i'll be damn proud of you - that
you made it last. even if i'm saying enough things about how them relationships
won't last forever - i still can stay commited. i definately can, no doubt. i can
make things work - the things may not work out til forever but it can last a while
if we both stay commited. trust-worthy, love, care & respect. i've had experience
& yes it's not lovely when you get your heart broken - but what happens,
happens - it 'wasn't meant it be' but be happy that it happened & at least you
gave it a try coz if you didn't even give it a try then you'd never know. on the
other hand "if you love something then let it go, and if it comes back then that's
how you'll know" let it go, and if it comes back - it never comes back, now you
regret letting it go. that's why i say, you don't let go unless you really mean to.
i'm missing something - the one thing that'd complete me, that one thing that'd
make me smile - where YOU at? mans may come my way, and they may fall for me
but for some - i'm not into you. you just don't seem my kinda type (sorry) im
not tryna be mean or anything. i'm just saying - just so i wouldn't hurt you in
the long run. if i was feelin you too then i'd let you know. mans come and go,
sometimes the ones that go are the ones you want and the ones that come are the
ones you don't want. i'm not in love with my ex. i'm wanting someone(?) and it
just feels like nothing would ever happen? the feeling feels impossible and i want
you to be the one to tell me that it's not impossible.
