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" I know the world's cold and deceiving but I keep my head up like my nose is bleeding " - Lil Wayne

Cassandra N.R.T.'s the given name but people call me Cassie or Cas. I got a smile on the face with a fuck you mentality. I'm hated and loved, but who isn't? That typa girl who's called a bitch/asshole (whatever's negitive) because she speaks the truth. In the teen years and is educated. I try my best not to regret because I only learn from my mistakes. God and the ones I call family keep me going on the regular. My trust is limited. I know, sounds cliche but it really is. Meaning I can count the selected ones I really trust with my own 2 hands. Other than all the negative, i'm pretty chill once you get to know me. Just like Kanye, Everything i'm not made me everything I am. Get at me with something real. †♥$ ♪ SimplyWayAbovetheGame - CNRT©

What's on my mind ? , Every-fucking-thing.
Honestly i know that we're fading and well if your feelings just dropped, don't be with me coz of me and what im feeling, you have part in this too. Like i rather see you happy then upset and all confused without knowing what to do. Even if ima be left hurt, i'll let it be, i just wanna see you smile and happy. Honest to god i just don't want to loose you as a mofucking friend. Realtalks, you was always there to talk to, you always made me smile, always made me laugh and for all that to just go away in a snap fucking kills. As if my world's coming to an end, but i know it's not. I knew at some point it would end.. it didn't even end yet but i do know it's coming. And i have a strong feeling that the way you'll treat me after is as if everything is akward. No, i do not want that. Fuck. I just want to say 'FML' but i won't. Seriously i wanna just fuckign burst out crying right now because of this. No not because our relationship is coming to end, because i'm gonna loose you as a friend. I know that a man can't break me or make me, so i'm just going to let it be, i'm gonna live it up. Everyone always told me "there's nothing to worry about" or "you shouldn't be upset" or some shit like that but honestly, you guys don't know how i feel. There is something for me to worry about, i feel like i'm loosing the best friend i always wanted - the one that's always there to talk to, the one who makes me smile and all that, word. And there is a reason for me to be upset, because the smile on my face just turned upside down coz we fading and i'm just loosing you. That's like the worst that could happen and well, it's like the worst just came to me. Like i know you don't read my blogs and shit but i had to let every-fucking-thing out. I mean the reasons why i would go on and make an effort to go on was because of you. The smile on my face for the past month was because of you. As if i lived to breathe you, and now that you're gonna walk out that door, it's like i'm nothing without you. I'm gonna pretend to smile and act like everything's okay, but when i'm alone before i sleep, the only thing i think about is you. As i'm writing this whole fucking thing, my tears just started to fall. And it sucks because i still gotta go to school and i don't want to go to school looking fucking upset. Like even if you knew how i felt and what this post meant, even if you didn't stay with me as my boy, i don't care. Cause as long as i got you as a friend, i'll be glad. It's whatever, i lied. You mean so much to me. Even if the distance is long, the feeling stays strong. I will always have a place for you in my heart. I know i made no mistakes and no regrets, i'm glad i ever had you. Them fucking slowjams go on and i swear it just all reminds me of you. You, you and you. It's like my whole life came to an end, but you know what? I'm not gona live it up like that. Word, I swear i never felt like this in a long long time and yes, it does hurt. You don't even know. I've been through so much in my life and when a feeling really is there, i can't help but cry. And people say "there's no need to cry" but guess what? The only reason i cry is because i mofucking care. People don't get that. Like seriously, if i didn't care, i wouldn't cry. I wouldn't have so much feeling for 1 thing. I mean think about it. I don't cry for attention, like thats whack! As the days go by, i still think of you. How are you doing? How are you feeling? Do you still think of me? I'm not gonna lie, i sure do think of you still. But ima just smile and act like i'm just fine. This stuff right here was some truthful shit, take it in. I got you always and forever and i'll love you no matter what, as a friend. I'll never forget you, i promise, i swear, cross my heart and hope to die. RealmofuckinTalks.

Yours motherfucking Truly,
With a lot of love, Cassandra T.

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