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AUTOBIOGRAPHY
independant queen workin for her throne
" I know the world's cold and deceiving but I keep my head up like my nose is bleeding " - Lil Wayne
Cassandra N.R.T.'s the given name but people call me Cassie or Cas.
I got a smile on the face with a fuck you mentality. I'm hated and loved, but who isn't?
That typa girl who's called a bitch/asshole (whatever's negitive) because she speaks the truth.
In the teen years and is educated. I try my best not to regret because I only learn from my mistakes.
God and the ones I call family keep me going on the regular. My trust is limited. I know, sounds
cliche but it really is. Meaning I can count the selected ones I really trust with my own 2 hands.
Other than all the negative, i'm pretty chill once you get to know me.
Just like Kanye, Everything i'm not made me everything I am.
Get at me with something real. †♥$ ♪
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wow you fucking people upset me ,
Friday, February 5, 2010 (11:11 PM)
My parents.
So I know they're protective and they just want me safe and everything but they're too strict and they ALWAYS think they're right. And the way they don't trust me enough to sleep over at a friends house, whom they know - pisses me the fuck off. Like I know why they don't like me sleeping over at peoples houses. They think i'm going to get pregnant and shit but yeah, i'm not stupid enough to let that kinda shit happen. Honestly, i'm you're fucking daughter and you won't trust me? Do you think i'm dumb! You treat me like shit all the time. I feel like you don't love me at all because all you ever do is throw negative shit at me. And you wonder why i'm so upset with you guys? Okay like you let my brother do bare shit! I know he's older (by 2 years) and he's a guy and he won't get pregnant but still! How do you know he's not doing stupid shit like getting drunk or getting high or some ridiculous shit at a girls house. Like he calls on the same night that he's going to sleep over at a girls house... I let you guys know in advance. Whenever I go out you ALWAYS have to know who i'm with even though you only know like 5 of my friends as in seen them before and I do have more. Like suck my dick. I'm fucking growing did you know? I'm eventually going to have to move out and live without you guys and have a family of my own later on in life. You treat me like i'm 7 years old so what the fuck. Let me live MY life. Why do you need to control it? Like you won't even let me get a job now because you say how it's going to bother me and my school shit. But honestly, i'm so determined to work/have a job because I want that gwap. School just bugs the shit out of me. And my marks on the report card, when I get 70s and shit you say that's a FAIL? Fuck you, it's better than getting below 50s. Like yeah I know asian parents are like that but it's so fucking annoying. A pass to you is like 100% and that's like so rare to happen. So simmer down! I know right now my marks went down and I am disapointed in myself but I DO have time to boost that shit up again. You act like it's the end of the fucking world... it's NOT! Like, you guys say you love me and shit but I don't see it, I surely don't fucking believe it by the way you treat me and shit. So fuck it.
It seems like my friends care about me more than you guys. For example, for today. I asked to sleepover at someones house because it's going to be late when I get home. And must I add, you DO know the person and the people sleeping over. And you're saying how I can't sleep over because 'something's going to happen to me'. Um, something's more likely to happen to me in the subway at night if i'm alone. Thank GOD I wasn't. My friends were like worried because I wasn't getting a ride. Like see what I mean?
