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" I know the world's cold and deceiving but I keep my head up like my nose is bleeding " - Lil Wayne

Cassandra N.R.T.'s the given name but people call me Cassie or Cas. I got a smile on the face with a fuck you mentality. I'm hated and loved, but who isn't? That typa girl who's called a bitch/asshole (whatever's negitive) because she speaks the truth. In the teen years and is educated. I try my best not to regret because I only learn from my mistakes. God and the ones I call family keep me going on the regular. My trust is limited. I know, sounds cliche but it really is. Meaning I can count the selected ones I really trust with my own 2 hands. Other than all the negative, i'm pretty chill once you get to know me. Just like Kanye, Everything i'm not made me everything I am. Get at me with something real. †♥$ ♪ SimplyWayAbovetheGame - CNRT©

You're so fucken confusing but each and every time you come back I can't seem to let go and forget about things that ever happened. I have that state of mind when I say fuck you - because you're so full of shit but the minute you come back it's feelin all good and right. Like I don't even know, I can't explain any of this ish! But real fucken talks, whenever you're back I seem to feel all good and better insdie compared to when you're gone, I feel so unexplainable. Honestly. And I don't even know why. There's no right or wrong answer/reason to this, my mind's just playing tricks? But 'tricks are for kids'... fuck man. You don't even know...

I am the one you denied Pushed me off everytime I tried But I'm alright I'm able to swallow my pride And put all the bullshit to the side

Shit aint the same, I kinda miss it ... or well 'uoy'

people needa fucking chill

Monday, February 22, 2010 (6:56 PM)

I do hate hurting people especially when it comes to their inner emotions and watnot. So I try my best to prevent shit from happening as in trying to stop them from what they're feeling so I ignore them or be a bitch to them (idk) I just try my best so their feelings won't get any deeper. But see, some stupid fucks decide to encourage people to keep going (which is right) but it's not right when I don't feel the same way and know I never will. It's fact. So people need to fucking chill, honestly. It's actually pissing me the fuck off. You'll never see that kinda shit happening, so why do you encourge the poor ting to keep on going and trying and what fucking not. Honestly, I don't feel like hurting people in that 'emotional' way, or I don't want to let them down and make things awkward. Actually it's already awkward enough because I try my best not to converse with you at all, not even as a friend but your own stupid friends are leading you into the wrong thing. So if anything bad ever happens, the ones to blame are your stupid fucks. I know I did my part and tried my best and actually now, I haven't been doing anything - which is good. So don't ever come to blaming me for shit because you're friends are the ones who made it happen.

DEUCES

talking to you ...

Sunday, February 21, 2010 (6:18 PM)

feels so damn right. that's why when we don't converse for a little while, i feel so down.

unexplainable it is.

yous a piece of shit

(4:34 PM)

Happy Birthday to my dad! Went out for dinner last night with the fam and cousins to celebrate and then we went out again today and ate with just the fam. Ate enough this whole weekend, no lie. But anyways, this weekend i've been quite cheesed due to the fact that people need to seek help. As in, they need to find something better to do with their lives. So some fucker prank called me last night and I honestly HATE prank callers. I don't give a fuck if it's funny to you or whatever but I hate them. Especially when you can hear stupid fucks laughing in the background 8) YA so not amusing. Like isn't there anything else better to do then wasting your time on someone who doesn't care about the stupid shit you do, honestly! And my friend today told/showed me something relating to me and her and the ones I call fam. K obviously, whoever this person is talking shit, running their mouth doesn't know us. If you fucking have a problem with me then fucking tell me! Don't hide on formspring without showing a name! Honestly, i'll give you fucking respects if you come at me no matter what it leads to. At least you came to me instead of being anonymous. If you dislike me or anyone that much then why do you spend time talking shit. I'm probably doing something you please that you need to talk about me, that you even think about me!

wow people have no lives!

(4:20 PM)

Like you guys take the time to try and make peoples lives so miserable but see, it doesn't work when you do it behind a computer screen and just run your mouth with false information/statements that you can't back up. Honestly if you hate on someone or dislike them so much then why the fuck do you bother with them. Since you hate/dislike them then you shouldn't really give two fucks about them! Like if you're going to hate so much then give legit reasons that you can back up. If you seriously want to deal with them and you're serious about your hatred towards them then why don't you go up to the person and say it to their face. Why do you need to be behind a screen to express your hatred. Since you hate on the person, they probably are doing something right and you're just jelous of them because they're probably more successful then you'll ever be and they have a life.

Those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind

got me like woo-hoo

Saturday, February 20, 2010 (2:40 PM)

One minute you act like you like me
and then the next you dont
You still sending me crazy emails
Like i know its just sex you want
I cant lie the sex is truly incredible
And every part of your body is so edible
I get tears from just thinking bout it
But that aint the reason why im stuck and cant let you go
We got a serious serious bond
And when we kick it we have nothin but fun
I feel a whole lot of L-O-V-E
between you and me, even though we still young
Just your company aint gota get none
Talk the same lingo, understand where im coming from
and if anybody ask me a question about you
ima tell em you the one

This is some serious throwback song! And I still looooove it haha. Song's actually been on repeat well, throwback songs. Today seems to be going by so slow. Idk. I'm going out later with the fam & cuzzo's to celebrate the dad's bday and off to my house after.

and, whaddup!?

Friday, February 19, 2010 (8:03 PM)

So i'm home on a friday night, chilling munching on some candy & arizona because I did not go out due to the fact of that little 'situation' Even though the weather was pretty decent today! But I think i'm allowed to go out now just not 'late' YAYA okay. So I decided to change up my blog because I have time. Kso i'm thinking of what courses to take next year. I think everyones on it now ever since the whole presentation thingy and well i'm not too sure what I want to do! FML? I'll figure it out eventually get get help from people.. maybe I needa make a guidance appointment? We'll see! Well being on lock sucks, obvs right? Feels like your in a jail cell and can't escape whats so ever and it's mad boring! Well ya, i'm on this once in a while, when I feel like it. I'm around the web, go catch me if you can!

Ps. Where the heck did you go! LOL. Love it when we converse *giggles* And I hate how you say you're going to call and you don't. Bitchass, (L)

With LOVE, Cas!

reallly now !

Saturday, February 13, 2010 (11:22 AM)

Mom: what's wrong, why do you look mad.

Really? REALLY NOW? Despite the fact that you and dad have been cheesing me this whole week.. you ask me what's wrong?! You guys are the only reason why i'm mad, furstrated, upset, pissed and whatever fuck! Arguments came in enough times within this week about me, me and me. How you guys don't give a fuck about me, you only watch my flaws, all you ever do is yell at me, basically, you guys only look at the negative in me. So much for family right now. My friends/selected few are the ones I call family! You guys take the smallest things into consideration and make such a big deal out of it. Stop tryna run my life! I'm not listening to you guys when you're telling me to put away the things that make me happy - sorry.

depressing ..

Friday, February 12, 2010 (4:58 PM)

It's so fucking depressing being somewhat on lock basically not being able to GO OUT. Do you know how BORING it is to be at home sitting on the computer, watching tv & movies and whatnot while EVERYONE ELSE IS OUT. It's the first and last meaning ONLY pa day that I have this whole school year and it has officially been put to waste. I mean c'mon, not like I want to go to fucking town anyways. There's NOTHING to do at that waste mall like holy. This is clearly not working out for me. Coulda been somewhere nice but no you fuckers have to ruin it for me because of ONE SMALL SOFT SITUATION but you guys take it so serious. Like fuck you guys! Ruin my day. Naaaah, ruined my WEEK! I can say this has by far been the worst week of my life. Thanks a lot, you guys happy?

for fucks sake !

Thursday, February 11, 2010 (5:56 PM)

Please please PLEASE stop trying to ' run my life ' Honestly, you guys are so fucking unnecessary. It's been a few days since the whole situation and guess what? What's done is DONE! I mean i've done this shit several times and it just so happened I got caught. I honestly don't even give a shit about the whole situation. It's you guys who are pissing me the fuck off! Even before the whole situation you guys been cheesing me. Basically this whole week! Like before the whole situation we argued about how you guys don't give a fuck about me and don't 'love' me and you only notice me when something goes wrong. It's so proven after the whole situation because you guys won't fucking shut the fuck up and leave me the fuck alone! Is it necessary to mention something about it/related to the situation EVERY FUCKING DAY?! NO IT'S NOT! I'm fucking over it since day 1. Like you guys talk about it way more than I ever will! Like don't even tell me who I can and can't hang out with. You guys barely know people.. for fucks sake you only know their names. If anything, my friends, my 'ride or dies' care for me more than you guys ever will! Or well at least, they show sympathy unlike you assholes. I'm so cheesed, stressed and fustrated because of you fucking people! THIS SHIT NEEDS TO BRUSH OFF SOON or else i'm going to BURST! I swear i've been having a mad headache everyday because of all the fustration. How bout I just LEAVE this place and be HAPPY already.

fuck the police

Wednesday, February 10, 2010 (4:47 PM)

jus sayin ! and i got my reasons. nothing big to me but big to my rents it's kinda sorta really annoying ! shit they need to take a 'chill pill' or something. smd, they're so annoying right now. like it's been a day stop ranting your ass. you guys are more pissed than i am! this is so ridiculous. i'm not even all that mad at the situation it's the way you react. ya ya it's surprising and shit but um hellooooo you act like i'm the only one in the world that does this when clearly, i'm not and people been through worst. i mean i've done it so many times it just so happens i 'finally' got caught. like shit. town's a soft waste mall anyways! suuuck my poooosay like fuck off already.

k ya, i was already in bad terms with the father the night before and the next morning i was in bad terms with my mother. all this negative shit about how they don't care about me and how they only care about me when something wrong happens or like when something goes wrong (same dif).. and later on the day... just my luck. oh karma loves me, ya?

Good fkn moooornin'

Saturday, February 6, 2010 (11:59 AM)

So I realize how much I use to post on this and now I barely do because I guess i'm forever on a next site, gooo find out which!

Weekend's going to be busy. Some party later on and I don't even know the celebrant then a famjam tmrw at a restraurant and whatevs! Feel free to call me. Because I think i'll need some company. And i'm free on the weekends ! (totally forgot). I do have a new phone and number to you losers who keep calling and texting my OLD phone which has like no mins on it so yeaaah !

"Guh Dey"

where dey at, where dey at !

(12:44 AM)

Major vent on the previous post lol. But anyways,

I'm so fucking bored right now. And uh it's funny how I kinda wait for you to come back on because I kinda miss talking to you, awshucks right HAHA. But soooft. Love how everyone says 'something light' now instead of soft but fuck that LOL! But yeah, whatever. I don't want to say too many things and expose whatever lol.

wow you fucking people upset me ,

Friday, February 5, 2010 (11:11 PM)

My parents.

So I know they're protective and they just want me safe and everything but they're too strict and they ALWAYS think they're right. And the way they don't trust me enough to sleep over at a friends house, whom they know - pisses me the fuck off. Like I know why they don't like me sleeping over at peoples houses. They think i'm going to get pregnant and shit but yeah, i'm not stupid enough to let that kinda shit happen. Honestly, i'm you're fucking daughter and you won't trust me? Do you think i'm dumb! You treat me like shit all the time. I feel like you don't love me at all because all you ever do is throw negative shit at me. And you wonder why i'm so upset with you guys? Okay like you let my brother do bare shit! I know he's older (by 2 years) and he's a guy and he won't get pregnant but still! How do you know he's not doing stupid shit like getting drunk or getting high or some ridiculous shit at a girls house. Like he calls on the same night that he's going to sleep over at a girls house... I let you guys know in advance. Whenever I go out you ALWAYS have to know who i'm with even though you only know like 5 of my friends as in seen them before and I do have more. Like suck my dick. I'm fucking growing did you know? I'm eventually going to have to move out and live without you guys and have a family of my own later on in life. You treat me like i'm 7 years old so what the fuck. Let me live MY life. Why do you need to control it? Like you won't even let me get a job now because you say how it's going to bother me and my school shit. But honestly, i'm so determined to work/have a job because I want that gwap. School just bugs the shit out of me. And my marks on the report card, when I get 70s and shit you say that's a FAIL? Fuck you, it's better than getting below 50s. Like yeah I know asian parents are like that but it's so fucking annoying. A pass to you is like 100% and that's like so rare to happen. So simmer down! I know right now my marks went down and I am disapointed in myself but I DO have time to boost that shit up again. You act like it's the end of the fucking world... it's NOT! Like, you guys say you love me and shit but I don't see it, I surely don't fucking believe it by the way you treat me and shit. So fuck it.

It seems like my friends care about me more than you guys. For example, for today. I asked to sleepover at someones house because it's going to be late when I get home. And must I add, you DO know the person and the people sleeping over. And you're saying how I can't sleep over because 'something's going to happen to me'. Um, something's more likely to happen to me in the subway at night if i'm alone. Thank GOD I wasn't. My friends were like worried because I wasn't getting a ride. Like see what I mean?

leave me, i can't fucking stand you... i lied

Monday, February 1, 2010 (7:58 PM)

Fuck you and your shit. You know, that shit you put me through every time as if it was a daily routine. You come and go in a min., ALWAYS! As if i'm dumb and blind to see the false statements you try to tell me. The lies you try and put me through... ridiculous, all I can say. But I still fucking manage to put up with it all every single time! Amazing, no? I probably blogged about this shit more than once this week or past week, whatever but it just pisses me off and I don't understand how I put up with it all, all the fucking time! There's something about you, something wrong with me - and it's like never gonna be figured out. Pretty whack. Infact, there's something wrong with you or should I say someone 'close' to you. Only because that person can't see the fucking shit you do. And for your own sakes, if that person was really 'close' to you then you wouldn't be doing the shit you do. So what the fuck. I don't even understand. Me, I don't understand why you do it. I hope you get caught slippin' one day. Not by me, because I already know what you do and how you roll but that other person. That person's a mad fool as well as you .. and I guess me too, for putting up with all this shit! You're welcome. I never seem to let you down. But you are so damn lucky ...

Look leave me, leave me I can't fucking stand you. Wish I had the courage to say everything I planned to - Drake

oh my laaawd !

(5:51 PM)

Sayin it's already February huh?! The month went by pretty quick!

But anywhos, i'm currently BORED and I have nothing better to do. I didn't bring my homework because... I just NEVER do lmao! Fuck school anyways. I'm so tired of it and my marks went DOWN I just know so. Therefore, i'm fucked ! Oh you know, typical asian parents and watnot on your ass for your grades/marks at school. Shieeeeet !

Shit's been on my mind and I can't seem to let it slide. I don't even know why! There's just 'something about you' ... I guess

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