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AUTOBIOGRAPHY
independant queen workin for her throne
" I know the world's cold and deceiving but I keep my head up like my nose is bleeding " - Lil Wayne
Cassandra N.R.T.'s the given name but people call me Cassie or Cas.
I got a smile on the face with a fuck you mentality. I'm hated and loved, but who isn't?
That typa girl who's called a bitch/asshole (whatever's negitive) because she speaks the truth.
In the teen years and is educated. I try my best not to regret because I only learn from my mistakes.
God and the ones I call family keep me going on the regular. My trust is limited. I know, sounds
cliche but it really is. Meaning I can count the selected ones I really trust with my own 2 hands.
Other than all the negative, i'm pretty chill once you get to know me.
Just like Kanye, Everything i'm not made me everything I am.
Get at me with something real. †♥$ ♪
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sayin' i remembered..
Sunday, January 31, 2010 (4:06 PM)
And now everything that happened is just all coming back to me. Kinda reminiscin'? You can say. Pree whack if you ask me.
Let's see how the next few days go .. if anything.
you can't hide for shit
Saturday, January 30, 2010 (11:05 AM)
SORRY BOO !
But i'm not stupid. How many times am I gonna hafta tell you this!? I know all the shit you hide, I know all the lies you hide behind. You suck at lying, LOL. But I still put through you and your bullshit. Amazing, no? I can't get over the fact that I do because I just DON'T KNOW how I do it! Consider yourself lucky. Something about you that I just can't figure out. You got me goin' through one emotion and it's when you got me wanting my mind to burst then you can simply change it all around to the opposite shit when you simply just talk to me.
Fuck the confusing shit you put me through, forreal.
i kno, i kno - it's a mix up kinda thing
Wednesday, January 27, 2010 (4:11 PM)
I fucking KNOW. Why do I let things be with you and whatever? It's not the fact that I want to see you happy because I swear you're always happy. And when it comes to me, you say that you're happy. But sometimes most of the times, I get this gut feeling that shit's a lie. Breaks me to know only cos I actually really do know whats real good. You think I don't and you try and play me stupid but I know every single bit bout it. You'll come and just go in a minute. Shit's pathetic. I honestly don't even know how I put up with you and your bullshit. But I just do. Something something about you I just don't even fucking know and it's kinda bugging me! It really shouldn't but it does bug the shit outta me...
I swear, you just never fucking know the shit thats gwanin'. Seems to only be about you and you and you.. while i'm here knowing every single detail that you try to hide. I'm not fucking stupid when it comes to these things, really.
But times spent with you, talking to you, whatever fuck it is feels so damn right. But it's completely not.
the fucking things i do
Tuesday, January 26, 2010 (4:46 PM)
I don't even know why I do this even though I know what the overcome will be. Maybe it's because i'm just being too fucking nice. Shit makes you happy. Too happy. Maybe that's all I want to see. You happy? While i'm left with the complete opposite feeling. What will I ever get in return? Nothing. From you at least. How are you so careless though? I swear you should be the one worried as fuck and not me. I'm just here. Me myself and I. While you're not. So I hope karma's a bitch and it'll back fire on you. Too bad people are just so fucking stupid to see the shit happening right infront of their eyes. Wish I had the courage to burst out everything inside to you but I don't. Ahhhhhhhhhh
Fuck you tho'
2 more to go !
Monday, January 25, 2010 (5:13 PM)
MONDAY JANUARY 26
DAY 2 PERIOD 2 - SCIENCE
LUNCH
DAY 2 PERIOD 4 - ENGLISH
Science is the hardest for me I guess and i'm completely done with this mid-term shit. I'm kinda fed up with this pathetic school and the stupidest dumbest rules. Maybe i'll make a speperate post on that - just not now.
I haven't posted in a long ass while on blogspot. My time's more spent on tumblr I guess, follow me! Lol. Well here's an update - I got a new phone, fina-fucking-ly. And of course, i'm in love with it except the fact that I don't have a microSD memory card in it just yet. Because my old phone was super shit. So hollla, I have a new number as well. Anyways I been thinking bout some things lately and I just don't want to expose shit on blogspot, lol but yeah...
cos i'm going to forget ...
Tuesday, January 12, 2010 (8:18 PM)
And this better be the right schedule. If not, I give up. I;ve heard like 4897589458476438 different schedules by now.. like what the fuck.
MONDAY JANUARY 18
DAY 2 PERIOD 1 - GYM
LUNCH
DAY 2 PERIOD 3 - BUSINESS
TUESSDAY JANUARY 19
DAY 1 PERIOD 1 - HISTORY
LUNCH
DAY 1 PERIOD 3 - MATH
MONDAY JANUARY 25
DAY 1 PERIOD 2 - CAREERS
LUNCH
DAY 1 PERIOD 4 - RELIGION
MONDAY JANUARY 26
DAY 2 PERIOD 2 - SCIENCE
LUNCH
DAY 2 PERIOD 4 - ENGLISH
Someone fucking tell me if it's wrong again SMH lol
GOOD LUCK TO ME. FUCK..
eff school
Monday, January 11, 2010 (4:20 PM)
Mid terms start next week,
Had like so much tests already,
Everything is just being a rush,
It's fucking pathetic.
I'm already tired of school since we came back from the break and everything. Maybe i'm still in the break mood. I seriously can't wait for the next break! Even if I been going out and shit... STILL! Omygoodness. All I want is to do good, better than last year and i'll be happy. First term report card I did pretty good. Everything was way higher than last year and I want to keep it that way but i'm so tired of school and i'm starting to slack my ass off... FUCK.
here's the deal
Saturday, January 9, 2010 (2:54 PM)
I was happy we finally conversed. Then it stopped because you had to be somewhere else, literally. And you can't talk to me from there. So I wasn't feelin all that great. Though, I knew you were going to be gone so I hated the position I was in. And couple days back I got a 'check up' msg and I found it cute of you to do so.
And now honestly, i'm counting down the days . . .
I needa go back to FV or somethin haha
(12:28 AM)
I didn't bring a shit load of money with me but I saw enough shit. I ended up buying 1 pullover that I wanted since tiiiiime because it was finally on sale LOL! Well I know what i'm going to once I go back there which is soon, FOR REAL ! And I know exactly which stores they're at haha.
- aa lookin-like sweaters
- brown braided belt
- tna jacket
- studs/earrings
And ya I want a shit load more but those are on my toppa cos I seen em today :)
oohkay here's how it goes,
Friday, January 8, 2010 (11:08 PM)
Haven't been on this for a little while. 4 days to be exact. So honestly i'm on TUMBLR more than this shiet ! It's like a twitter with everything ie. pictutres, quotes, text, videoes, etc. I like it more now these days and i'm on it 24/7, not going to lie. So go check that shit out! And fyi, I been doing project 365. Let's hope I don't fail and I keep on going til 2011 :). I know right, the new year 2010 just started and i'm already mentioning 2011. SHUTUP.
Anywhos, school. SCHOOL is whack, I fucken hate it. Who doesn't!? I mean ya ya ya I wanna be successful and shit but school's ridiculous. All this work and shit. Some of it is so unecessary too so like what the fuck. Mid-terms coming up sooner than you think.. oh man FUCK SCHOOL! All I really love bout it is seeing everyone and whatnot!
K enough with this post haha. Ohya, I changed my layout as you can see :)
PS. Check out the tumblr & Project 365 link and other links (on my tumblr)
resolutions, SIKE !
Monday, January 4, 2010 (6:33 PM)
I'm not going to call these resoloutions because i'm so sure not all of this will pull through. But here it goes, I will TRY to work out every once in a while. Not those intense workout sessions and get all man-ly lookin but just to stay fit and watnot. Having gym FIRST PERIOD doesn't help me stay in shape at all. I am too lazy at that time (LOL). I will also try to eat less candy, chocolate and all those sugar-y treats because I don't want no diabetes like my dad's always telling me -.-" since he has it. Going to try my bestest to not skip anymore (seriously doubt this is going to happen, sorry). Eat less caf food.. i'm actually really getting tired of it anyways and it tastes like shit now since it's all baked so whatevs. I'm gonna try and keep my marks where it's at or higher except for math & english... definately going to improve those hopefully. And by summer i'm determined to go get a job. I mean, I want to work NOW but my mom says no because it'll interfere with school work and whatnot so summer it is. Oh and I is going to try and save money... ha! That is all... for now.
2010 !
Friday, January 1, 2010 (1:52 PM)
Was at the cousins for NYE famjam and it was goood and satisfying. Food & drinks, that is all! So usually we watch the TV at like City News or whatever that thing is that happens downtown with the fireworks and all for the countdown but THEY DIDN'T DO A COUNTDOWN and the fireworks just started popping so we looked at the clock and was like HEY ITS 12, HAPPY NEW YEAR. LMAO LIKE WHAT THE FUCK! But it was a good night I hafta say. Woke up with a massive headache, I don't even know ...
but yeah,
Happy New Year!
