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" I know the world's cold and deceiving but I keep my head up like my nose is bleeding " - Lil Wayne

Cassandra N.R.T.'s the given name but people call me Cassie or Cas. I got a smile on the face with a fuck you mentality. I'm hated and loved, but who isn't? That typa girl who's called a bitch/asshole (whatever's negitive) because she speaks the truth. In the teen years and is educated. I try my best not to regret because I only learn from my mistakes. God and the ones I call family keep me going on the regular. My trust is limited. I know, sounds cliche but it really is. Meaning I can count the selected ones I really trust with my own 2 hands. Other than all the negative, i'm pretty chill once you get to know me. Just like Kanye, Everything i'm not made me everything I am. Get at me with something real. †♥$ ♪ SimplyWayAbovetheGame - CNRT©

This year went by pretty quick! And school seems to be going by pretty quick tho I fucking hate it! I'd make some long ass sappy shit of a post but i'm kinda too lazy right now LMAO! So many memories and a lot of shit went down but I managed to pull through, I guess. Even through the worst. I'm glad some things happened and disapointed at some. But it's whatever, it's life! Anyways.. too many thoughts bout 09' going into this post right now, i'll stop haha.

So i'm heading out later with my girlies, nohomo. Haven't seen them in a while.. (since the break started). My mom said that it's super cold outside but okay whatever.. LOL! I'll dress 'warm' and whatever... at least I get to go out, true.

So many things been running through my head during this break and it got me feeling so bummy it's ridiculous! I hate the position you put me in. Hate, hate HATE it! Like the shit we planned ended up being a flop ting. And I thought it was what YOU wanted. I was doing it all just for YOU. Yes it did concern me but you wanted it more than me. I swear, it's like, that's the last time i'm going to be really nice... You upset me, you disapointed me. I'd really like for you to come back to what it was, juss sayin! Maybe i'd be okay again if you just said something...

not out for boxing day...

Saturday, December 26, 2009 (3:23 PM)

But apparently i'm going across the border to shop tomorrow. Umyeah wtf I was fully suppose to get a new phone tomorrow, greeeeeat. I really wanted to go out today only cos my days hasn't been all that great and it never really felt like Christmas. So if tomorrow comes through I hope I get enough shit to make me happy -.-"

My days are starting to feel so incomplete. Where in the hell have you been. A call would be rather nice. Or even a simple msg. But noOoOoo, too busy or some shit? Everything I didn't want to happen, is starting to happen. Just greaaaaaat. You haven't even left yet and I feel that you've already forgot me. You said you wouldn't forget me but ehh, doesn't seem like you're sticking to your words... thanks!

Merry Christmas

Friday, December 25, 2009 (1:02 PM)

- Happy Birthday Jesus (A)

Anywhos, yesterday was a minor success. Seeing all the cousins and spendin time with em again and watnot, usual shit that goes down. Same day, different year (L). Havin another famjam tonight let it be good to me..

For some reason it doesn't feel all that christmas-y tho!? I feel like somethin's missing ...
I just don't know what..

But anyways, Merry Christmas to all of you & your families, xo <3

the little things

Thursday, December 24, 2009 (4:37 PM)

These little things just kinda cheese me at times. I hate how shit goes down in a min. Like, what jus happened? I treat you like everything while you treat me like i'm just on the side (sometimes). I hate how you got a lot(?), I hate how you meet too much, I hate all these little things because at one point i'm like everything and the next, i'm less. Kills me when you're friends talk to me and see it all in a different way... I like what they see better cos it's something i'd take into consideration. But then you, I don't even know what you see. Feels like at one point i'm forgotten and I hate it.

Merry Christmas Eve, foo's! xo ♥

(11:44 AM)

Good maaaaawnin' creepers haha, I joke!

Yesterday was just plain whack! Nuffsaid' and here it is, Christmas Eve, hoping it'll be a better day. Started off pretty nice? Yariiiight. LOL i'm playin.Let's see bout later and how eeverything goes. Shoot tho, things sitll runnin through my mind and you just don't know bout it. And I rather keep it that way til you're back and settle. I'm not gonna lie .... (i'd rather not say).

Anywhos, my phone's whack! It never fucking charged me anything and i've been on the phone for like hours... but now, just now, TODAY... it charged me and i'm left with 12 fucking cents. What's this bullshit. I want/need a new phone asap. But texting is still unlimited. But thefuck is wrong with my phone?! LOL. I need mins asap 8-) ... :)

so fucken bummmy

Wednesday, December 23, 2009 (6:08 PM)

I hate when this shit just fucken happens! Talk bout moodswings. Like I don't even fucken know. Just when things go smooth some fucken waste mix up comes in and just changes up everything. Fucken kills my mood. Now I don't even kno bout nothing anymore. Shit was going good too, I swear. What the hell happened. Am I trippin or some shit? This is fucken ridiculous...

What good is all the cash, if it doesnt buy time and what good is being famous,
if i'm never on your mind - Drake

Don't tell me shit meant nothing now...

checkin dem lames !

(5:20 PM)

People like you jus piss me the fuck off. Like omfuckinggosh. Damn bitches always ruin shit. Get your gold diggin ass out of here and change your ways. New Year 2010, I think you really needa change yourself like you say. And your hair colour is ridiculous-ly ugly! LOL. I'd scratch your face in a min and it'd leave marks only cos your make up is too heavy. Nice fucking mask! (damn, i'm roastin! nuff of this) It's jus the truth
Damn fuckin lames! get outta here

comfortable

(4:42 PM)

' our jokes. no stress. love. live life. proceed. progress. make sure the neighbors get no rest we can get together, never disconnect '

Damn, Wayne's old songs are like playing on shuffle. I remember all these haha oh man. Anywhos, people are so fkn random right now it's kinda weird. Like what do you want? LMAO. You're so foss asking bout my business and shit, like fuck off, yeah? Yeah. Ever heard of "mind your own business" because I think you should. Just sayin !

I hate when things happen, go good, and then some minor thing comes inbetween and messes everything up. Faaaaaack

dafuck,

(11:52 AM)

do you want from here. LMAO ! :)

nothing interesting, yakno ... 8-) ilied haha.

Merry Christmas, foo's !

rockin with the best no stress when ya wit me

Tuesday, December 22, 2009 (8:50 PM)

Song's playin jus now. I have nothin better to do right now. I'm so bored, liek omyfuck.

There's a shit load i'd say right now but I don't want shit to be exposing like I said earlier. (i dont even kno, this is like my 2nd post today, laaaaaame i know). Somethin just been on my mind tho and I hope it doesn't fade. Like really really hope it doesn't fade.

that LaLaLa

(2:37 PM)

So there's a couple things to say but I just can't(?), won't say because I don't want to be exposing and watnot. Let's just say, i'm smiling? LOL (that was gay). Ah this is just whack tho. Just when the talking comes into place you're gone in a few, sooner than you think. Horrible, horrible position! Just don't forget anything and most especially, me. Hopefully this shit continues...

On another note, christmas in exactly 4 days. This weeks hella busy but I can't wait for 24th & 25th especially :). Must I add, I love the break just because I can sleep whenever and wake up whenever... I want it to be like that everyday of my life tho! Haha.

Happy Holidays !
& Merry Christmas

4 more days

Monday, December 21, 2009 (3:52 PM)

And it's christmas ! So i'm loving the break right now because I get to finally like wake up really late and it wouldn't matter :). So even with christmas coming and the receiving of the presents I still tend to go shopping LOL. Bought so much shit again on the weekend... I la la la looooove it. But yeah, i'm here just chillaxin, relaxin because I can.

There's this one thing on my mind, and i'm thinking to myself "is this true" if it's really happening. I'm not even so sure myself. I don't want to make this shit seem so exposing but it's kinda exciting. That is all.

christmas, holla !

Friday, December 18, 2009 (6:25 PM)

It's officially the christmas break, finally! So tired of school lmao. Today was pretty soft. Didn't do anything. And the talent show had some pretty sick performances, g'job.

But anywhos, it's finally the christmas break and uh 6 more days til christmas. I'm kinda excited tho I haven't been hearing about anything that's offically going down on christmas :S I/we, the family, usually hear like a week early? Weird! But yeah. I want so many things... ya ya I know christmas isn't all about the presents but who doesn't like presents, really!? Haha so like I want (check the list i'm about to make on one of the clickables LOL) I didn't really get anyone anything right now but i'll send on some late christmas presents for a few. Surprise for you guys later on.. dot dot dot LOL

On another note, I wonder if you're plans are really coming through. We haven't talked like we did before as in a buncha messages in a day. It's now like 1 sentence/message a day. What is this!? Oh well at least we still converse on the regs, yeah?

Happy Holidays!

my little minor vent

Monday, December 14, 2009 (6:29 PM)

Because I seen that trick again. Like what the fuck is this. Why you appearing places I go these days. I mean I really don't mind as long as you say something to me. Yeahuh, I thought I was a pussy hmm? Hiding behind your friends having one of 'em same something ridiculously outloud like "omg are you serious, again" and you just looking at me doesn't do shit on you. And the other day.. goodness I don't even want to repeat myself again and again but that shit just made YOU look bad. Fuckyou! Smileyface :)

What's officially true, Is callin' names would only be beneficial to you - Drake

one more week, finally

Sunday, December 13, 2009 (10:17 PM)

This week is gonna fly by. 3 special schedule days meaning shorter periods. Mhmyup, that's what i'm talkin bout. I'm excited for Christmas! School's been a piss off so yeah this break will do me good, hopefully aha. I haven't posted anything so deep and personal and emotional whatever inna while.. haha. Ohhh well, only foss people come here lookin for that shit, true? Well I wonder if your plans are comin through. I was kinda happy when you first told me bout em but now it kinda slipped my mind only because it was never brought up a second time around.

stupid immature cunt

Friday, December 11, 2009 (9:08 PM)

Get the fuck at me already why don't you? You say/act as if you're all tough and what not but when it comes to reality you don't do shit. We had a very rough past that never got resolved because you just had to be immature and un-gentlemen like and pick fights with me. Uh huh, what so-called man does that? That ruined my day sorta kinda when I saw you're dumb self. I'm there thinking to myself, why did I ever deal with such a horrible piece of shit like that. Like, I never talked to you and/or seen you in forever and your pusshole self got scared! Once you turned heads and seen me, you left the store. Hahaha, whatthefuck? I thought you were all big and tough and what fucking not! Obviously not because you left and didn't come to my face and say/do shit. You just run your mouth on fucking MSN and block me before hearing what I ever hafta say cos you think you're bright. Think again stupid immature cunt! The only reason why this shit gets me mad as fuck is because you disrespected me. And seriously, what man disrespects a girl and picks fights with her? ... Stupid ones, just like you.

holymotherfucking weather

Thursday, December 10, 2009 (10:37 PM)

It's so fucking cold, enough said. Ya ya ya, I know, it's winter and all that but still it's cold, what more can I say? And the mod wind out there doesn't do any better. And ya it's snowed a lot and whatever and I wouldn't have mind if it wasn't slushie. Like shit, get my shoes and whatnot all wet. And yesterday it was raining. Mother nature, you're ridiculous!

1 more week of school til christmas break. Hellyesss! Wish it was christmas break like tmrw haha. Next week's gonna go by fast? Monday's a special day, Wednesday is mass, Friday is half day - those days will be short especially Friday. I'm too excited for this break, fuck work. Especially english.. just sayin! Teacher's hella whack!

Sayin it's winter now & xmas jus around

Sunday, December 6, 2009 (10:06 PM)

Holyshit. Woke up nice and early like around 9:30ish after coming home late. Took a shower got ready and left the house with my ma to go christmas shopping. Must I say it was fucking cold just walking 3 mins outside to get to the station, hooooly. Went to fv, bought myself some stuff too yakno and christmas presents and then off we went to town and wtf it was so packed. Like shit town's so shit, why is it packed? LOL. Stores on sale and errything I guess it's for christmas. Everyones out there getting there presents all set and everything and taking pictures with Santa.. (hey I did that with my 2 girls on friday (;) haha, shut up, we coo'. And then the news saying how its snowing tmrw. Ahhh fuck it better not snow a shitload. I needa go and get myself some gloves forreal! But yeah, christmas is comin up, i'm excited :) I think I said that a couple of times already but uh, oh well.

You're whack !

Saturday, December 5, 2009 (11:42 AM)

I don't know whats with this false facts you're trying to tell me. Must you ask why I think they're false? Well cos you tell me one thing and I see something the complete opposite. Make up your mind. Like what the hell are you trying to do? Had this problem more than once with you and I don't know why you keep doing it. It does not amuse me, it just makes you look like a fool. This is why I feel no ways at all, ever! Fuck you! You're acting so immature. Grow the fuck up, get your mind right. Maybe if you changed your whackass self i'd consider but at this point, nothing is going to make me change my view on you. Scratch that, ima never consider. I'm tired of the foolishness and these childish actions. I don't think you ever know what you say. Think before you speak. Ever heard it? Well do it.

Saturday Moornin'

(11:12 AM)

Just finished having some bacon mMmmm, i'm sucha fatass LOL.

K but anywhos, weekend's here. Nothin on my mind but christmas. Shoot guys! I'm kinda exited haha. And seeing all these sales in the malls and watnot is making me think of boxing day. It better be good! Lool, shopping is all I ever think of huh? Well I haven't posted anything so 'personal' lately, i'm aware. I'm not going to repeat myself a couple of times because there is something on my mind but I posted somethin minor about it already. Actually I do have a topic to talk about but i'll make a seperate post for that later on today or something ...

P.S. New layout, finally haha. And um the music playlist is in the process..

w-w-w-what did she saaay !?

Wednesday, December 2, 2009 (8:11 PM)

MM WHATCHA SAY. - this song is currently playin and I couldn't think of another title so whatever haha.

K ANYWAYS.. I'm getting pree excited for christmas! I kinda want it to snow just even a little bit? Like there's nooothin and it's already december. Time flies quick. Next thing you know, it's New Years 2010. This weeks been so busy and sucha rush, it kinda pisses me off. Like so many quizes & tests. Fuck my life, like. I was unaware of one of the tests & quiz for sci but WHY would you give a pop quiz when half the class is gone? And make us stay and give us a harder one. Bitch movements. Gosh, whatever. I probably failed that shit cos idk what was goin on anymore lol. Ahh, i'll catch up again.

K enough about school. Um ya, i'm kinda sorta somewhat excited if those plans of yours come through just because it's christmas too and i've been waiting for a day like that. Just sayin! But that put a smile on my face, and thats what you asked " Are you happy " AWSHUCKS.

PS. I shall change my blog layout soontimes just cos i'm kinda gettin tired of this one loool. (if/when I find some time)

giggles

Tuesday, December 1, 2009 (9:39 PM)

So whenever you tell me things like that get me all jumpy. Why? Because I just want it to happen! (most of you probably don't know what i'm talking about, too bad) I mean, I get all giggly and whatever with this smirk on my face. Haha, corny. But yeah we always corny, no biggie. Sayin christmas is comin soon and that would be a cute gift. Ah looord ! But on the reals, I never forgotten you and I swear I just never will. Seriously, there's just something about you. I don't even know. Maybe it's cos of all the talks we have on the regs? Whooo knows. But yeah, if that's to forsure happen, then you know i'd come throooough. Most def. I've waited for that day and I seem to still be waiting. I'm being so patient with this, I don't know how I do it. Even if we're nothing it still means something to me.

Just saaaaayin ! :)

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