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" I know the world's cold and deceiving but I keep my head up like my nose is bleeding " - Lil Wayne

Cassandra N.R.T.'s the given name but people call me Cassie or Cas. I got a smile on the face with a fuck you mentality. I'm hated and loved, but who isn't? That typa girl who's called a bitch/asshole (whatever's negitive) because she speaks the truth. In the teen years and is educated. I try my best not to regret because I only learn from my mistakes. God and the ones I call family keep me going on the regular. My trust is limited. I know, sounds cliche but it really is. Meaning I can count the selected ones I really trust with my own 2 hands. Other than all the negative, i'm pretty chill once you get to know me. Just like Kanye, Everything i'm not made me everything I am. Get at me with something real. †♥$ ♪ SimplyWayAbovetheGame - CNRT©

You had me at hello and I had you breakin the rules each and everytime. You made ya best move, ya next move and on the fucken reals, i'm the best you never had. You've got your own with me completely on your mind, true? No need to deny. I've got evidence. You're sending out that same impression you did a little while back (as in June - yup I still remember). S'all good tho. You can't crush my cool. I only learn from them mistakes. Don't get me wrong, I haven't forgotten about you. I never will tho, I promise. But see, your actions are just kinda pathetic! Like ohman, you keep on comin back talkin, textin. messagin, ringing my phone up. Don't tell me somethin different when you're only stating the obvious. You better watch yourself and what you're getting yourself into. I'm not making you do things, i'm just warning you just so you don't get fucked over. You should thank me. I know, I know, we had something before. But that's the past and it's the past for a reason. Shit won't get to me the same way again. You've always had me on your mind yet I was never yours. Weird huh... !?

Whats popppin'

Saturday, November 28, 2009 (1:05 PM)

I'm so bust from Black Friday shopping in the states. Was a success tho. But some shit wasn't even on sale, sucks. Cos I was lookin for some shit there and I go and its the same price as it is here so yeah. But still, good day good day definately. Plus, missed school for this haha, proper. Christmas break inna few weeks, thank God! I'm excited haha. Seriously i'm so tired of school, fuck.

Stupid

Tuesday, November 24, 2009 (7:12 PM)

You is stupid.
Nuffsaid'

Ugh karma will come one day and be the biggest bitch out there towards ya. You're just acting dumb. All you do is talk. Try not doing it for a day, let's see if you can even last. Cos seriously thats the only way you seem to be getting somewhere. Don't blame others for your own actions. Man up! Even if you did wrong. Nobody is perfect, everyone has flaws, everyone makes mistakes so whats there to be embarassed about? Like seriously, you're becomimg a little too much, a litte too extra. Fix yourself.

Seriousss

Monday, November 23, 2009 (7:51 PM)

Ah, never knew this shit was so interesting lol. Nothing went down today.. school, big ass bore of life. CPR is even more boring... can't believe I payed 15 bucks for that shit. Like seriously, I want my money back -.-" lool. It's getting super coold. Walkin out with a french vanilla in my hands was nice and warm tho. On the way home I was the only person on the bus all the way to town station like wtfrig.

So much thoughts runnin thru the head, don't know which is right or if I even should be thinking the things i'm thinking. Weirdd. It aint even certain. My feelins are just playing with me, most likely...

Friday come faster
that is all.

uoyssimadniki

Sunday, November 22, 2009 (7:12 PM)

Oh... you know. You don't. It was all swell before, now it's just bleh - whatever. Me no likey. Ah times are kinda hard ! If I could do something to make things change I would, I really would. But there's nothing I can do, or is there? I'm just not thinkin hard enough because it'll be hard to pull through anyways, I know it.
Just sayin'

I wish summer would just hurry it's ass up. Or even at least christmas break. Weekends are too short these days, it needs to be extended forreal.

just a fraction of your love

Saturday, November 21, 2009 (12:39 PM)

Just a fraction of your love fills the air
And I'd fall in love with you all over again yeah ♪♫
Haha fuck this song got me still. It's pree cute.

But anyways I have nun better to do. I want to sum up some thoughts without giving shit out so much. But I feel that shit won't even matter so there's no point. Why does my mind make me think like this, I don't know. I hate how things start fading away or it just fades away out of the blue when it was goin pree swell, if ya know what I mean. Like fuck its so fustrating to think about something when you probably have a clue that what your feeling doesn't even matter to the next, so what's the point. I'm fucking hesitant.

And you just don't got a clue of what's really good. uoyssimadniki . Just sayin' ( if you can even read that or if you even get it LOL )

flaws

Friday, November 20, 2009 (9:38 PM)

And honestly, I don't care about the minor flaws because everyone has 'em, so what's there to argue about?

This shit's so pointless, like I don't even care. I don't mind - you don't matter so stop trying. Harsh but just speakin the truth. Stop actin as if you was so damn perfect. You're nothing close to it, neither am I. So what's your point. Your little arguments with me just piss me off because I just don't fucking care - it's meaningless to me. You can't force my feelings, sorry. Give it up. I'm telling you now just so you don't waste your time, shooot!

PS. what's so interesting about my blog? My life aint all that great, it's sucha bore. Like shore, it's meant for the WWW to see but still, what's to watch so hard?

heavy meanin

(8:19 PM)

“ Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”
— Bob Marley

" No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater…The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. And that’s the key. It’s like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot.”
— Sarah Dessen

Random thought/rant

Monday, November 16, 2009 (9:23 PM)

It's funny how all this pathetic kinda things happen and we always rant about the shit but when you think about it, there's no one to blame but yourself. Of course we're going to rant and shit talk and all that nonsense because we're mad/pissed. But see, we're the ones who got ourselves into all of it. It's ridiculous how others get blamed for the shit, we blame each other, but it's not like you ever do anything settle. It always has to be something intense-ly hardcore. Whatever happened to 'talking things over' when things were just calm. Now-a-days it's all about all the fakes and snakes and all that shit. But seriously who's to blame but yourself. Everyone is always going to talk and everyone is always going to listen.. to begin with, you're the one who made the decision in the first place. Thus, You should figure how to make things settle instead of just going off yourself. It's your mofkn fault to deal with. Sure, nobody's perfect but you can make things work without all the negative. There is a way, you just gotta find it in you. It's not like you get titles or medals for this shit, it's all about your inner-self.

man's a beast

Sunday, November 15, 2009 (12:59 PM)

So I know there's so much hype about the Pacquiao vs Cotto fight. Mad love and support on Pacquiao's side that's forsure. Watched it with the fam and the cousins as usual. TKO 50-3, Pacquiao. Was a nice fight. Tho Cotto was being a puss runnin away like!? Manny was getting bored. I swear Pacquiao was takin em punches like they were nothing while he mashed up Cotto's face. (Gross) And LOL at the interview afterwards. Commentator: You didn't show him any mercy. Pacquiao: I know *giggles*. Whatta funny dude. Anywhos, was a good fight and a good night spent with erryone like always. He's beast, nuffsaid'

immaturity

Saturday, November 14, 2009 (12:54 PM)

Because the smallest thing turned to something big for you. But see, it led to nowhere because I just never fucking cared. Why should I even care about something so pointless? Something so small, something so stupid to even be making a big deal about. Seriously, you just made yourself look dumb. Tell me what all that did to you up to now? Nothing, alie? That was like 1 in a million of others you got so I don't see what the hype was about. You talk like you've never done this kinda shit before when I hear you do it on the regs. And i've witnessed it myself. But see, what I did was nothing, really. It's your fault you got yourself into it. You're blaming others for your own stupid actions. Get your facts straight before you open your mouth, spittin my name. You're just full of immaturity. Just grow the fuck up, and it'll all be coo' .

“ It ain't what you don't know that gets you into trouble. It's what you know for sure that just ain't so... ”

favourite girl

Wednesday, November 11, 2009 (6:57 PM)

LOL ohmyfuck.. tell me why this song (the title) never caught my attnetion until I watched my friend's video haha oh mann. Pree nice still.

Anywhos, I mean I like how all the confessions and whatnot from whoever and bout whatever are comin at me but then I hate how some of it just makes me feel kinda weird just because idk if i'm suppose to care or not.. and the fact that I don't want to hurt people and whatever.. K like I don't even know why some of these kinda things all of a sudden come up. I don't mean to do things. Maybe you guys just get all wrong impressions and that's why you're the way you are. But it's whatever, it really is. Since it's mind over matter - I don't mind and you don't matter..

" To you it may mean something big but to me it's something small. " I don't mind and you don't matter...

report cards

Monday, November 9, 2009 (4:00 PM)

Haha so we got it today and i'm not doing the best in 2 subjects but the rest is pretty fiiiiine. I'm surprised i'm not getting below 50 in math.. I really thought I was going to! But whatever I needa boost that mark up still. And fuck english straight! This hater of bitch of a teacher gave me N's like go awayyyyy! LMAO I hate her. Anywhos, im tryin so whatevs. Supposedly not trying hard enough for some shit says teachers but my marks are still pree nice. Like get off my clit, at least i'm not getting below 50 k?!

Retreat tmrw, missing classes, YAY!

I aint never lookin down so I kno whassup

Sunday, November 8, 2009 (6:52 PM)

I swear the weekend's too short. Imagine the weekends being the school days and the school days being the weekend.. haha oh man, if only. I'm so tired of school already and it's been like 2 months. Like frig I want summer NOW. So i'm supposedly doing my science homework.. I'm just struggling a bit but whatever soft haha. Too much equations for me right now so i'm on this...

K well nothing supa interesting's been happening and I seriously just been here, around and about. This site's too foss for every little detail of my life as well as facebook and all those other sites. So shit's on the low. K like yeah a blog is for the WWW to see and exposed for the public but it doesn't hafta get too personal. I'll decide if and whenever I want to expose that shit out. It doesn't feel right just now.. we'll see for later.

Corny corny. I'm bored with life that's why i'm here posting random shit on my blog instead of finishing up my sci haha. Later haters !

so cold, like. re-cap !

Friday, November 6, 2009 (9:28 PM)

Na na na na , na na na na hey hey heeeeey , gooodbye (8) so that song's just playing right about now' LOL.

Anyways, it's hella cold in my house right now. Maybe cos i'm wearing shorts and a shirt, smart. I know. And yesterday it was fkn snowing like wth is this. Monday and tuesday's supposedly gonna be nice... hmmyeah, it's hella cold just now! So today, heading to fv was a piss off.. the bus took forever to get there. I swear I spent more time on the bus today then the actual mall just because my dad wanted me hoome.. of course like the spaz he is, he spazzed at me, once again. I'm kinda starting to get use to this shit but I clearly don't like it still.

The school is so dumb. I skipped eng/4th period for like a week. And the other day I skipped business/3rd period so next class my teacher asked for my admit slip. Didn't have one.. so I went to the office asking for one and the sec. was like where were you and i'm lying saying how I was sick. And she goes "you weren't in 3rd, but you were at 4th" giving me some weird look and im like "no I was gone for half the day. In my head, i'm like wdf I never went to 4th for a week. SO DUMB. And na na na shes talking to me bla bla and me just lying about everything (LOL) and shesaid okay since your attendance record is good i'll believe you but next time don't disapear. HAHA OOOOKAY MY ATTENDANCE IS NOT GOOD, WDF.
Oh and today I love how everyone went to the office to complain about that racist teacher in our school and how she's failing like bare people but her kinda background people (I dont wana sound racist) is passing with flying colours - WTF. Thank God I don't have her! But hopefully she gets fired.. she sounds so retarded to me...

yaaawwn' me so bored

Wednesday, November 4, 2009 (5:41 PM)

Today was empty because niners were at take your kids to work and then there were eighters doing whatevs. I thought I was gonna be late today cos about 8 buses passed by that were not in service.. bull. Late on a late start LOL but I made it. So first period was so whack! We had a supply and she told us to go to the 3rd floor so we can watch a movie with a next class so we all go.. then there's some class going on so she's all like " go back to the portable " like ms are you forreal, we missioned from outside LOL. But we seen our teacher and he was all "what are you guys doing here" and we explained.. and then he's like oh wow and put us in some other class.. and there was only 5/6 of us? LOL. And then we were so lost in that class.. that teacher wanted us to do her class' work - shedumb!? Then the whole rest of the class came 10 mins later LMAO. So it was a class filled with like 40 something people? Stacked. Then comes second and my class is doing a test.. and then the lights shut off completely and then that loud ass annoying firedrill went on so we're all going outside for like the longest time haha. So thats about all the interesting shit that went down at school. So I stopped by at town to get some mins for my phone and I was looking at these studs I wanted and i asked how much. The man was like $20 and im like "WDF!? nvm ima get em at malvern" and walk away and this mans like WAIT WAIT NO.. i'll give you discount and im like .. how much and he goes $10 LMAO! So obvs I got em.

That post was pree looong. So ima end it just now. Keep in mind, i'm really bored. Haven't posted some shit like that in forever, true. k, THE END.

quick random update for no reason

Monday, November 2, 2009 (4:40 PM)

SO what has been happening? Nothing much, really. My legs are still kinda sore from friday which I must say was pree live! I really needed that night. Like really. Except the part when I got home.. it was not a good look! Hard times, oh well I came through. Spending the day - night with my main loves & meeting up with more people was good. We're up for a next one, right girls!? ;) Haha. We'll see whats goin onn! Weekend was (N). Did not go out for halloween or anything, oh well it's okay.. took candy from my brother :) lol.

School? I need to stop skipping and stop slacking off. I mean i'm doing pretty good in some classes and the ones that I expected i'm not doing good at.. i'm not. Oh well it's just the first term. I still have time to improve shit. But hey i'm doing pretty good in history, better than I thought, and my teacher says i'm not trying hard enough -.-" I swear this man wants me to get 100% in his class. Like shooot, relax! Haha. Kso I understand he's pretty soft but still, my mark is nowhere close to low!

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