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AUTOBIOGRAPHY
independant queen workin for her throne
" I know the world's cold and deceiving but I keep my head up like my nose is bleeding " - Lil Wayne
Cassandra N.R.T.'s the given name but people call me Cassie or Cas.
I got a smile on the face with a fuck you mentality. I'm hated and loved, but who isn't?
That typa girl who's called a bitch/asshole (whatever's negitive) because she speaks the truth.
In the teen years and is educated. I try my best not to regret because I only learn from my mistakes.
God and the ones I call family keep me going on the regular. My trust is limited. I know, sounds
cliche but it really is. Meaning I can count the selected ones I really trust with my own 2 hands.
Other than all the negative, i'm pretty chill once you get to know me.
Just like Kanye, Everything i'm not made me everything I am.
Get at me with something real. †♥$ ♪
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currently..
Sunday, October 25, 2009 (9:08 PM)
currently on the itouch and it is not co-operating with me very well. just wanted to try this shit if it actually worked on my itouch through wi-fi and it is! i'm hoping my wi-fi won't cut off just now, cos that'd be a piss off. it's been doing that for a while now LOL.. anywhos, that is all .
stratford !
Saturday, October 24, 2009 (11:32 AM)
So yesterday was so crappy because of the weather. But then the play was pretty alright and then the bus ride home was the best, LOL. I still dislike that area very much ! It's so old and crappy and , ew.
new post cos i said so
Wednesday, October 21, 2009 (6:03 PM)
So I haven't been updating this shit as much as I use to. Nothing super interesting's been happening but life's been treating me pretty okay. Still could be better, not gonna lie. Been chilling and chilling and chilling on the regs - s'all good. People keep comin to me, talkin to me bout the same things. Mans tryna spit game and bring shit back.. yeah that aint even doin me. Why can't some people just be decent with me. Like tryna play around and shit, you're whack.
On another note, I wonder what will happen when shit happens again. I don't know why you try and shove things up my face when I don't fucking care. Get a clue! You've done shit which I hate, and just been a damn jerk about it and now it's like okay I needa get back on that. Puh-fucking-lease. So tell me, who you gonna run to. You aint makin sense. But yeah, i'm here still 8-)
cupid got a big gun with a blindfold, shoot
Monday, October 19, 2009 (7:28 PM)
Just when i'm doing fine, things get reflected back to me. I aint likin the whole "let's bring it up again," because certain things just motivated me. I mean i'm good, forrealtalks. More people can brighten my days more than ever cos I know for a fact that they're there and they're the ones who's keeping this smile on my face. So stop looking down on me, whatever you're so-called trying to do, it's not working. Maybe I lied when I said I wouldn't be there anymore but I don't like this shit constantly happening. It just doesn't do me, so get wid it. I hate that shit' Like of course i'm still and always going to be here, just don't do shit. The kinda shit I hate. S'all i'm askin for. Ahhhhh, just put a smile on, it's a good look.
motivation
Sunday, October 18, 2009 (2:43 PM)
I'm getting better each and every day. I'm being more motivated, finna-fucking-ly.It's whatever, it really is. I'm starting to realize some shit I shoulda realized way back. But yeah, like I said, it all just takes time. I move slow with this shit, but hey i'm good, forreal. S'all that really matters, alie? Let's just say karma's a bitch. What goes around, comes around. One day the same shit's gonna happen the second time around, and you'll have who to run to? Me. Think again. Because I aint gonna be there for you cos I just feel so used. But that shit's not gonna phase me again. I've had a rough past, haven't we all? But that shit only motivates me.
G`Day'
i'll show you watcha worth if ya let me inside ya world
Tuesday, October 13, 2009 (8:39 PM)
Haven't posted in a while! Life's been treating me aiight. Could be better but it's whatever. This progression is moving on forward, with no road blocks on the reminscin. I'm hating on the way people act. Making everything like its a whole deflection. Don't get me wrong, i've done the same thing before, but at least I learned from it. It's a whole mix up' And it hurts..
Don't dwell on what went wrong. Instead, focus on what to do next. Spend your energies on moving forward toward finding the answer
Some things are just so difficult to figure out. It's a whole puzzle and you're simply just tryna get all the pieces back together.
progression
Wednesday, October 7, 2009 (6:10 PM)
Still taking it all in and still progressing on this shit. Don't get me wrong, i'm good. My head is up and i'm somewhat smiling. I can't do much as much as I try. I lied, I don't even bother. Not like shit matters so hop on. It's not like y'all are gone. You're still there.. I've learned that life is like hour glass sand. Sooner or later, everything hits rock bottom, but all you have to do is be patient and wait for something to turn everything back around.
So I might not be the happiest person in the world or the most depressed. But i'm just there caught up in the middle with my head up. But seriously, i'm good. Test me.
annoying much
Monday, October 5, 2009 (8:41 PM)
Stop coming to me to talk about the same thing I don't care about over and over again! You're not even the brightest person in the word. You have a bad history so stop it with this unnecessary shit I don't care about! Gosh I hope karma hits you bad one day because you kinda deserve it. Sorry i'm not the nicest person in the world! Falllllllll back' Yous is getting just a tad bit annoying so simmer!
fame, bitch!
Sunday, October 4, 2009 (3:34 PM)
Keep my name out your fucking mouth like you fully know who I am! Like why you so obsessed with me!? Are you lesbian or something (LOL)!? Sure you may know my name but you know nothing about me. You talk like you know mad facts about me when you know nothing. Stop telling all your little friends ridiculous shit about me. Everything you say is not even true. I don't know what you're trying to do. Whether you're trying to make people feel bad for you or make people who don't know me, hate me, either way, you're making me fucking famous. You see me, hi bye hater. Didn't know you love me that much that my name's like verbal diarrhea for you.
whaaatchu kno'
Saturday, October 3, 2009 (10:40 PM)
My previous post was getting pretty old so I thought i'd post. Hmm, I needa get foucused and take in school more than I already am. Though, i'm proud nuff to say I finally understand science! Unlike last year, with the crapppppiest teacher of life who cannot teach compared to now, everything's coming at me easy.
All these thoughts and feelings running through my system. I keep on looking back and reminiscing. What ever happened to moving on forward? I don't even know. It's not even about one thing anymore. Haha shit this is ridiculous.
K, i'm going to change my layout soon or something. :)
when i have time'
