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" Stalker check "

Friday, July 31, 2009 (7:30 PM)

Ugh everyone flooded my mini feed with this whole stalker check thing and I wasn't even home when this whole thing came out lmao. Anyways everyone's hyping on this Stalker Check ting bout people creeping and stalking and watnot but when you do this, don't you read? Loool. First thing said :
For privacy reasons, this app only lets users who have interacted with your profile at least once during your friendship (e.g. by writing on your wall, or liking something). Real stalkers (the creepy kind) are protected by Facebook Privacy and will never be revealed, by this or any other app.
Yeah sure even i'd like to know who creeps on my page but that whole Stalker Check thing doesn't explain anything. Just because this person's ranked 1 , and that person's ranked 5 ETC ETC that doesn't mean they're the number 1 creeper on your fb or whatever. It just shows that they interact with your facebook a lot.
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSH .

Get it? Got it? Good !
Hi BYE haters.

trust no one but yourself

(2:26 PM)

I'm always down to listen to your stories and rants about whatever and i'll give in response of what I think or whatever. At least I say something knowing that i'm listening to you. But then you in the other hand, I don't even know. It's like you're all about gossip and whenever I tell you stories and rants, it's like you're not even there. Like fuck bout " i'm down for you " don't say shit if it aint gonna be true. Like honestly! Whatta joke. Stfu. And funny how i'm always down for whatever, at least I try but then you - you give no effort whatsoever ! Honestly be fucken real. I'm not stupid.

this album's for my fans but yo this hook is for my ex...

Monday, July 27, 2009 (9:34 PM)

OKAY I SEE YOU. Sayin you doin all this sweet talkin up again which I didn't take in because of how you was in the past. I told you ~~once~~ many times about how there's a possibility for you to earn everything back you just had to work for it all back. Not sayin your like some dog or some shit but as you know, my trust that is, is forever fucken limited. And you broke that. So yes - you do have to work for it all back. You said you cared but really now. REALLY? Seriously, if you did fucking care, you woulda worked for it all back. You wouldn't have stopped. But what did you do? You stopped, and limited yourself from what you normally did. The fuck. And now I bet you're just pulling off your games with a next person. Cos now you're just lookin for a replacement girl. Good for fucken you, if that's how it is. Buddy you fucken changed not for the good. And now I really don't know who the fuck you are. I gave you hints, I told you - what more do you need? At least I tried. You didn't even give you two sense in. Fuck it.

Are you forreal

(4:38 PM)

Kso being lied to is one thing. Fuckers can never be straight up with me like are you forreal. Thinking i'd never know the way you be with things - haha funny... not! Well excuse for being in a pissy mood. I've been cheesed since last night and I ~~kinda~~ still am. Today was the biggest flop but whatfuckingever now. I went out anyways with the dukes, had a nice lunch out. Then went around where ever we were - I don't even know, lmao.

Ugh kso people these needa be more straight up with things. And oh, people that aren't down for me aren't considered friends :S like whatthefuck. So shut up with your nonsense you're just super annoying and piss me off even more! LOL. Tho I love how i'm down for certain people but they aint even down for me. Well then if that's the case then fuck you. If you think 'lying' will get you away with things then think again beyotch! Karma's a bitch - what goes around comes around. So don't think hiding shit will NOT get to me, cos clearly; it will.

Get on the fucken reals

your a major jerk, literally

Saturday, July 25, 2009 (7:37 PM)

Yesterday went to town then reached the beach (when we weren't going to reach anymore LOL, but oh well) LOL anyways. Was akward in the begining not even prepared for the whole beach scene but whateverrrr ! At least we reached, true. Then got caught in some mad hectic rain - whatta bitch! Haha. Anyways, really I just felt like updating this blog of mine because that last post (the one before this) was gettin pretty damn old and I just wanted to let you know that I could care less about you these days and so, I am. You're pathetic, PERIOD. Anywhos, reached eatons today and watnot. There were these 2 white bitchasses i cussed off infront of my mom LOL soft, whatever. They were so immature and fully way older than me - how sad. People these days... lmao. Anyways , bye to lazy to write more :P

it should be the opposite

Thursday, July 23, 2009 (9:34 AM)

I feel no ways at all, I really don't! You are so mofucken pathetic. I bet you gon already move too quick. Having some serious choppin spree. That just shows how low you can go - shallow trick. You said you'd never snake me but if you think about it, you are snaking me. But you were doing shit anyways before so technically you were already a snake before. Actually no.. yous a cobra like!? Im better off without you and I have no time for your waste acts! We were never meant to be baby we just happened - I know from the first time around. I told you that you gotta work for and earn my trust back but you aint makin movements so don't expect much respect from me. And if you really cared, you woulda fight for it back. You would show me and try to earn it all back. But you aint doin shit! But that's not my problem. So holla on the reals triiiiick !

Now i'm reallllly happy with what I did. For your own sake.

vent much

Tuesday, July 21, 2009 (10:25 AM)

My last post about all this. I cannot believe what went down last night. I knew right from the start. I told you many many many fucking times how I am and why i'm the way I am. But you didn't listen - you never listen to me. Which is why I feel so mofucken worthless. And you ask why? Well cause whenever I talk, you don't take anything in and so it's like you're not listening. Even after what happened you still didn't seem to care so I felt it was right to do what I did. And you acting all i dont fucking know what to even call how you were acting. Cheesed me even more. Told you many fucking times too how it seems like you're just provoking me and tryna sweet talk it all up but nope - that don't do me, I TOLD YOU. But did you take it in? NOPE. So fuck it, i'm done. Being freinds is better than nothing at all, true? Well you don't seem to want that either so - FUCK IT. All you could say was " i just have a lot of thoughts " well guess what? SO DO I. At least I told you, true? You're not saying shit at all! See all you think about is YOUR MOTHERFUCKING SELF.

no one to blame

Monday, July 20, 2009 (5:00 PM)

We've been having so many realtalks everyday and every night and it always sets me in a bad mood with you. Good and msotly bad talks because you seem to never understand me? It seems that way because I always repeat myself and say the same shit everyday. Do you hear me? This is why I tell you I seem so pointless and worthless to be in your life in that way you always looked at me. Like you never hear me and all that ever matters is you. You think just because your upset and down I should be more caring? Well as much as you're hurt - I am too. And i'm not the one to cry no more. You're not worth my tears because I deserve so much better and I seem so sure. You make assumptions of EVERYTHING with me and sometimes your right but most of the time you're wrong. Why don't you make things sure with me before anything. Everything I tell you I bet you go off telling everyone about me. No I clearly do not like it.

none the fucking less

Sunday, July 19, 2009 (5:05 PM)

Don't understand you anymore completely. Whatfuckingever. Seems like i'm no longer needed. Havin nuff fun and nuff 'proper' days as you say and those days have been without me. So it's like I don't matter anymore and you seem to be doing just fine without me. I ~~don't~~ care. I really shouldn't care anyways, right. Softer issue. Don't treat me like some doll you can just pla ywith. You never make much sense anymore and lying always seems to be the answer. Guess what? I'm nah stupid ! So don't think you're little games can fool me. Cause I aint a fool. I think you're the fool for thinking i'm easy to get with.

Quick update

(11:49 AM)

Yute's these days make me laugh, kinda. It's sad how they are. I'm not saying they ALL are like this because some of them I know are pretty chill. But then the others are like erks - gtfo. What try hards. Just do you ! Don't try and be someone you're not. And get original. It is what it is.

Do know that I got tumblr now too. So I update that every so often as well. Still tryna figure that one all out. You can check that out too. Same link just tumblr.com not blogspot.com. Simply can just click my profile and the link's there.

Well i'm off to go eat out with the fammo at Dim Sum? Yum. Haha

Later bloggers

another post like this is necessary

Friday, July 17, 2009 (1:59 PM)

Hahaha... yeah not funny. Stop creeping on my blog. I lied. My blog is so amusing right? That's why you love watching it so hard. But who gives a fuck - a blog is made for people to read, true? So you'll probably read this: Stop talking shit and stop 'doing what you do' because you're not doing anything but being a pathetic little fake. On the fucken reals, you're not so smart as you say you are. Concieted much? You're pretty dumb. But I understand, because you're a yute. Get the fuck over it. We were ALL yute's at some point in our lives and I guess some never grow. Ha! You talk like you're so big and grown or some shit when your most definately not. Here's a clue - fight your own battles, don't get people to fight for you, soft. And you can talk so much shit about me, all the shit in the world, it's not getting you anywhere. Because clearly they're not even true and plus I wouldn't be the one talking cos i've heard so much about you too. You don't see me blabbing, talking about it. Simply just confront me instead of telling people I talk to because karma's a bitch and what goes around comes around. Everyone has a pack of haters and you're just another to add on my list because you hate me cause you know of me but you don't know me.

cause it's nothing right 8-) yeahwhatever

Thursday, July 16, 2009 (9:54 AM)

You see to always think about yourself. You act like the only thing that matters is you. It seems like you don't even hear me when I talk, like you're not even listening. I really just want you to understand me. I have no expectations because I can't like read you or some shit. You told me that you've been through so much and people played around with you. I didn't get that considering you've only been with one person. So I asked for clearification and you explained, sure. So I kinda understood where you were coming from. Then I explained myself. I told you how I been through so much myself and its different from you because i've actually been with the people, i wasn't just checking so it was kinda more serious. And each time, I got hurt. After explaining myself many times and why I am the way I am all I get was something like "oh okay. yeah. well i this and i that yadadada" Like what the fuck, do you not hear me? I been through enough experiences to know whats really good. Through my experiences, I no longer look at mans the same way I did before. Im not scared to end things when I feel it's the need because of stupid actions as much as I love the person. Even if I hurt the person, I get hurt myself so its like whatever cause I get hurt either way. Cause guess what? I have a heart.

blast from the past

Wednesday, July 15, 2009 (6:55 PM)

Tell me how someone from one or two years ago (or inbetween w.e), not going to expose no names. Straight up apologized to me about the silly fucking games they've played and pulled on me. I appreciate it, I really do. But I kinda don't believe it at the same time. After everything that's happened in the past between us was so hectic, i'm not even going to lie. I even seen you couple times back in early September or whatever. Even if you snaked me and messed around, I made movements to see you. I'm a little too nice sometimes. You seem like a changed person. You apologizing to me for all of your stupidity that you've done - I would never have guessed. But why now I asked you? And you said how it seems like I hate you or some shit and you don't want me acting that way towards you. You said how you feel so stupid now. Well let me tell you this, your actions were hella stupid. It's been a year, maybe a little more and you decide now? I'm not gonna lie, I kinda did forgot about you and let everything by because I realized all the waste I put up with wasn't worth shit. Now you say you won't play your games no more and man up. We'll eventually see each other again, i'm guessing... because of the way you fronted up and let's see how that goes. Or maybe you're just high and drunk at the moment and it's just pure bullshit you're telling me like always.

coz i didn't go on last night and i just hafta post bout YESTERDAY

(9:19 AM)

So major cousin time with my ginakins ♥. Day went off with movies first and I kept saying how she was gonna knock her popcorn over but karma's a bitch and i'm the one who dropped mine :( LOL stfu. We had nuff talks I must say, but a good day spent. Didn't go to waste. But then I became so cheesed because of yadadada - let's not go there. None the less, love you cous !
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The things you put me through - makes me feel so damn bad. I don't know what it is with you anymore. I swear you still bounce back , back to before me. The fuck. And you seem to always put me in a bad mood :\ It's really not suppose to be this way. Everytime I thought I got you all figured out you do something to make me think again.

Whaddap blog creeps !

Monday, July 13, 2009 (10:53 AM)

So I swear people are too interested in the blog these days, LOL. Gettin a buncha hits a day, no boost. Next thing you know people are doin up their blog like mine and watnot. Hellla crazy. No I don't want no beef and shit over a blog but i'm just saying. Ahaha. Like what's the point of a blog if you're just going to take shit from next people, true? I swear tings are copy righted. Lmaaaaao. Sooooft.

Anyways. Today - staying home loafting, eatting and watnot. I swear it's been forever hot in my house and finallllllllly the AC's gonna get all fixed up. So hopefully it won't be too hot in the house anymore.

takin it in

Saturday, July 11, 2009 (9:09 PM)

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so that you will eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes, good things fall apart, so better things can fall together."
- Marilyn Monroe.

Nothing, nothing at all is perfect alie? Changes happen and that's life. Sometimes it's not the best but who said life was easy? Life's a bitch, and you gotta learn to live with it. Yes we will all have those hard times but at some point you'll realize whats really good and what's really worth it in the end.

so disrespected, all i ask is for SOME respect

(4:53 PM)

You look at me like I can't stand on my own two feet. I get no respect, no trust, no privacy, no nothing. Sometimes I come off bitchy and you wonder why? Well it's because the way you treat me, the way you raise me. I get no respect, no trust, no nothing so why should I feel that I need to be an angel? I can't even go a small phone coverstation without someone listening through a next phone. Like fuck off! You treat me like i'm stupid or something. Just because I don't get the highest marks in the world you think i'm retarded. Do know sometime I act the bitchy way I do ON PURPOSE just to piss you off. To show how I always feel. Whenever we argue I tell you straight up how I feel and I HATE the way you treat me but you never understand. You think saying sorry and hugging me easy does it? Well it doesn't. Saying sorry never meant anything to me and I even told you that before. Actions speak louder than words, so show me that you're really sorry, proove it. A five letter word has negative five of a meaning to me. You feel no fucking ways which explains why I don't either ~~half~~ most of the time.

fully takin it in

Friday, July 10, 2009 (1:21 PM)

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. people change so you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so that you will eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes, good things fall apart, so better things can fall together."
- Marilyn Monroe

i'm not the shooter, i'm the bullet biatch !

(11:12 AM)

So I think you can say i'm obsessed with this one song right now. Can't get enough of it. Catchy tune, bom lyrics - what more do you need? This song is f-l-y. Haha. Hip hop and rap at it's own game. I looove it! I think Kanye's part was by far the best he's spit this year. Keep these kinda tracks coming!
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Enough about music. So i'm good, forreal. All the nonsense and fuckery was just pure bull. I don't need that, true. The truth always comes up missing but not this time, I swear.
Bye blog creepers.

we were never meant to be, we just happened

Thursday, July 9, 2009 (7:44 PM)

why does your life revolve around me? it really shouldn't. i'm not preventing you from talking to her but you still talk to her and everything seems to be bouncing back to her or what she says. if its all about 'forget her, i hate her' whatever.. then why do you take her words into consideration when she speaks? it shouldn't matter. i think you're just tryna give her a taste of her own medecine. karma's a bitch you can say? everythings still so fucking ridiculous at this point. all this time whenever you said "my friend said this" "my friend did that" etc etc, your 'friend' that you speak of was your ex all along.
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i do admit that i made a mistake coz i let it happen too fast but i guess i just didn't want to hurt you. but everything in life isn't perfect, life's a mofucken bitch and you gotta learn to live with it, truuue.

hella fucken mix up, straight !

(7:40 PM)

i don't know where this whole me playing you comes from. how the fuck did i play you? if doing what you think should be done because its the truth is playing then fuck yeah, i ~~played you~~? like frig wheather the words to the stories you've been telling for twisted or not you kinda agreed to this whole me playing you thing because you never backed it up and said i didn't. you never disagreed to it, you let it come out which is pobably most likely why it is believed. so don't go 'just leave it' with me.

motivation so low

Tuesday, July 7, 2009 (1:12 PM)

♪♫Maybe its me thats makin you ~~hate me~~
Maybe its me thats drivin you crazy
Maybe its me and I cant be mad if you replace me
Maybe its me thats just not ready for relations

I couldn't take the shit. Everything got too pathetic. I guess everyone can brush everything off now, right!? Yep, I take fault for the last thing that went down. I guess I just can't stand all the negative shit. It wasn't motivating me to keep going this time. Probably just because it got way out of hand. And yes, I did realize everything happened a little too fast, which started to not make sense to me anymore. You see me, i'm not upset though. I'm still standing strong and on my own two feet and you should be too. Just because that happened - that doesn't mean we can't be friends. I'll still always be here. I'm not like those people who make everything akward yet other people always react that way to me.
I'm sorry.

what do you do

Monday, July 6, 2009 (6:22 PM)

i'm not feelin the whole 'everyones questioning' thaaang. i mean i just let it go the first couple of times but it's not stopping. i swear people are doing anything and everything they can to fuck this up. i know it shouldn't get to me but it is. people are wanting to truly hurt me because of this. like they're not even kidding when they say they're gonna beat the shit outta me. even my fam is saying this to me! like whatthefuck. honestly, this isn't motivating me to keep on going. and how you brought up your ex a couple of times because how she 'pissed you off' ... i let that go those couple of times coz i figured it was something minor. but then her pissing you off each time gets to you like a bitch. i have a feeling you still think about her and i think she sure does think about you too and she's jelous? but then i'm here now thinking what the fuck am i doing here. should i really be here? you say i'm the best you ever had.. sayin i'm the second only. sweet talk doesn't get to me. but forreal, i feel so bad already just coz of everything that already has been happenin. where am i suppose to go from here? the shit's been getting to me just because, if people see us out there i just know something bad's bound to happen, and i don't want that.

♪♫~~Maybe its me thats makin you hate me~~
Maybe its me thats drivin you crazy
Maybe its me and I cant be mad if you replace me
Maybe its me thats just not ready for relations

but they can't do us nothin'

Sunday, July 5, 2009 (2:12 PM)

Haters give me promo. People gon hate - they already are. It's been how many days only and wow they keep on comin. People sure needa re-fucken-lax, honestly! Friggin cheese me. Hop off my clit, hop off his dick - simple as that. I danno why a buncha you are hyping tho, forreal. Some or shall i say most of you dont even know whats real good and your runnin your mouth like your in a race or some shit! People talk, and people will always talk. And it always ends up being a buncha bullshit. The stories i'm hearing are already giving me a good laugh. And if y'all gon hate then hate. Haters will forever be haters. Most of the time they hate on things that they only hear about, not even the real facts. So get on the fucken reals and get your facts straight before you run your mouth and start hatin.

this is fucking ridiculous !

Friday, July 3, 2009 (11:55 PM)

Word goes around fast, Haters give me promo. Got a fucken problem? Please come to my face and say it. Or at least tell me on msn or facebook or something - just let me know ! Kthanks. So people are gonna hate but nothin's gonna come inbetween right. It's been a day and people are already going off. Re-fucken-lax! I don't know what's so amusing, shitttttt! Hop off my clit! Ya'll are so damn annoying ! Why you gotta ask so many questions - why do you care. Worry bout your own things. Like realllllly. And some of you talk like you know whats good but you don't! When you assume, you make an ass out of u not me. Kthxbai.

way to set my mood

(3:31 PM)

Second post of the day.
Haters can suck a cock for all I care. You guys just talk , talk and talk so much shit. Bullshiting is endless, I swear. Y'all can love me for who I am, or hate me for who you think I am. Fuck this. It bugs me cause you assume so much shit and when you assume you make an ass out of u not me. You know what, if you have a fucken problem just tell me. Shooot, no need for waste fake acts.

move the fuck on

(11:21 AM)

Times are hard but change is necessary. You can't always get what you want. Things come and go, changes happen - it's fucking life. Life's a bitch, you even said it yourself. So learn to live with it. There's always gonna be problems - life is never gonna be perfect so I don't know what you've been expecting. I can keep going on with this but it's so unecessary to. You talk like nothing's wrong but why don't you just be up front with me and tell me whats real fucken good. You already tried to get in between and mess shit up, but sorry - that's not happening.

whos house!? run's house!

Wednesday, July 1, 2009 (1:41 PM)

If you fail to plan, you plan to fail - Rev. Run / Run's House
So fucking true! I love his talks on the show.
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Best show ever ! Most def. Wellll, mine. haha