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AUTOBIOGRAPHY
independant queen workin for her throne
" I know the world's cold and deceiving but I keep my head up like my nose is bleeding " - Lil Wayne
Cassandra N.R.T.'s the given name but people call me Cassie or Cas.
I got a smile on the face with a fuck you mentality. I'm hated and loved, but who isn't?
That typa girl who's called a bitch/asshole (whatever's negitive) because she speaks the truth.
In the teen years and is educated. I try my best not to regret because I only learn from my mistakes.
God and the ones I call family keep me going on the regular. My trust is limited. I know, sounds
cliche but it really is. Meaning I can count the selected ones I really trust with my own 2 hands.
Other than all the negative, i'm pretty chill once you get to know me.
Just like Kanye, Everything i'm not made me everything I am.
Get at me with something real. †♥$ ♪
Simply
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slipppin`
Tuesday, June 30, 2009 (8:36 PM)
i really hate to break it to ya, but im sorry and i really am. tho i don't know how you catched feelings so fast. we chilled once and talked for a while but talk is cheap - actions speak louder than words, true. i didn't mean no negative intentions, i just didn't wanna be a bad person. if i had told you i felt the same way it woulda been a lie and i'd end up hurting you more than i already did in the long run. i don't want to do that. you're just a freind, nothing more, nothing less. none of this was suppose to be harsh, i can't help but tell you the truth. i seemed to have let you down and i really didn't mean to. i really felt bad telling you not to get too comfortable coz i know it upset you and got to you coz you suddenly gave me small talk. you told me not to worry and to forget about it and i did. you said you were good - when i know you weren't. but things got even more akward. well at least i tried to settle things. but like marilyn monroe; if you can't handle me at my worst, you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. don't think i'm comin off strong. i'm just keepin my guard up and i guess you have to learn how to too.
promise to do all i can
Monday, June 29, 2009 (3:46 PM)
I did everything and I was everything you wanted but you put that away. Dropped it like everything was a waste and meaningless. I thought i'd let it slide by quick, just like you but no, that's not the case. You keep coming back for talks, today you even was willing to come down for me once again. Like our old times. Wow amazing, honey don't play your stupid games on me again. I wouldn't mind the whole chilling thing, but if you're gonna pull off stupidness next to me, then hop off my clit. You messed round once, and you're not gonna mess round twice.
Aint thinkin bout you, i lied .
Sunday, June 28, 2009 (9:44 PM)
Go on and fresh fit and gas up the whip
And get where imma get tonight
Said i tried my best to be your best
And now i'm stressed out
Pop a bottle or two wit you and my crew
Aint thinkin bout you tonight
Stress somebody else
I am gonna enjoy myself tonight
I did everything that you wanted me to
I was everything that you wanted me to
Floss up in the street
Representin you
All your fantasies in the bedroom
No still not enough so i have had enough
I'm gonna get up, get out, aint thinkin about you
i'm the bomb like tick tick
(7:39 PM)
Yorkdale yesterday with the mamadukes - mad shopping, yes. Then went to the cousin's house to wait on people then congee star with erryone then back to the cousin's house. Went to fairview today and did some shopping once again, yes, stfu! Gettin that summer swag goin ! Well I hate the rain, coz I don't like going out when it's raining. So sunny days gotta come, because fuck the rain - I wanna go out !
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Saying how you've still been on my mind. You keep on comin tho, so I can't help but remember errythaaang. Tried to keep my mind off things by doing something way productive and yet, you're still something on my mind. How can this be when you've got your own and moved on (quick) with me on your mind... I just don't get it. If that's where you wanna be, since you're not making movements, then why can't YOU seem to leave me alone either?
What's a man like you to do, true.
took a look in the mirror said whassup !
(11:30 AM)
Did some mad shopping once again. Holllllla! Well bare text msgs yesterday and i was too lazy to get to them all. I just read them and replied to like 2 or 3. Funny how one was from you but I didn't reply to that one. Erks yeah - you keep on comin. It's crazy how you have what you want but i'm still on your mind? Don't pull off your silly games, disrespectin me like that because I delt with you once that way, and the only time i'll ever deal with it again is when it's only me. Forreal, I don't need no bullshit. Get at me on the reals.
why you actin so breathless, disrespectin'
(11:20 AM)
feeeeelin the whole ' almost ' thaang by tamia .
"Almost"
[Verse 1]
Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's to late
And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say
[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you
[Verse 2]
I cannot believe I let you go
Or what I should say I should've grabbed you up and never let you go
I should've went out with you
I should've made you my boo boy
Yes that's one time I should've broke the rules
I should've went on a date
Should've found a way to escape
Should've turned a almost into
If it happened now its to late
How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real
And if it didn't happen why does my heart feel
[Chorus]
[Verse 3]
(sometimes I wanna rub ya, some nights I wanna hug ya)
And you seem to be the perfect one for me
You (some nights I wanna touch ya but tonight I wanna love ya)
You're all that I ever wanted
And you're my everything yes its true
Boy its hard to be close to you
My love
I know it may sound crazy
But I'm in love with you
[Chorus]
... tho we did have our times, and those were great times
but it all ended up a fucken screw up ...
Tried to keep my guard up, but he caught me
Friday, June 26, 2009 (3:53 PM)
Once again, I go on, and who's the first one to msg me? YOU. It's true you won't ever forget me eh. That's kinda cute but boy, don't get it twisted. I mean, kept it real with you, and this is how you wanna be; you're just gonna run to me for talks. Wella talk is cheap. But now it's for certain, you know you'll never forget me because you keep on bouncin back. Again and again it's true; I had ya breakin every rule. But whatever; you got yourself into that bizz and well who the fuck knows whats goin on with you now. You're still one confusing child because you have what you want but you bounce back to me, then it's me without what I want and i'm just tryna keep my cool. I kept it real, I held you down, the things I did for you, the things you did so things would come through. From the late night talks, you had me stayin up, and now you've moved on with me on your mind? Hella fucken mix up.
I'm offless.
' I'm twisted cause one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry '
Today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday
Thursday, June 25, 2009 (6:15 PM)
Without dreams, hopes, and possibilities, we have nowhere to go.
are you forreal
(11:44 AM)
you're never gona forget me, tru? cause you keep comin back to talk to me. but you can't seem to see me again. how pathetic. its easier to talk through msn and text msgs because you can't face me - face to face or you're not hearing me talk. if i say some realtalks through the computer or a text, you'll most likely ignore it.. erks you're so motha fucken damn confusing stillas. you have what you want but you can't seem to forget me - hella mix up. wella its like the same thing with me except i don't have what i want but i sure can't forget you. times are hard. you got me thinkin bout what went down each and everytime we have communication ... as much as i'd like to forget everything, i can't - it's not easy. we had some serious business that went down, fuuuuuckit.
people talk , re-fucken-lax !
(11:06 AM)
Talkin like they know who the fuck I am. You just seen me at the mall ONCE and you go runnin your mouth askin bout me. Yo, are you fucken lesbian? Like forrreal ! I don't know who you are and you sure as hell don't know who I am. You just " see me around " and assume a thousand facts. Talk your shit , run your moth - that just makes you a hater. On the reals, I feel like a fucken celebrity.
relaaax !
Wednesday, June 24, 2009 (7:45 PM)
Mamadukes called and asked how my marks were. Told her straight up that they were pretty LOW and as any other asian mother is, she snapped ! At least i didn't fail anything, tru? Had to explain to her how the mark i had a while ago was the mark i walk into the exams with and so since those were low, my marks now would probably end up low still - don't cha think. The first thing she said to me " do you have to go to summer school " like shoot, she acts like i'm the biggest failure of life. Honestly, i know people that did worst than me and they're in lower courses so shoot, relaaax ! Like they needa reach summer school - at least i dont because i failed a course and watnot. I hate how she treats me sometimes... like its the end of the world. Holy shit.
If you see me callin, boy pick up the phone, make me understand
Tuesday, June 23, 2009 (7:17 PM)
I knew it when we met
I would never get the way that you made me feel
Charger in my phone, 7 in the mornin, conversation overkill
I thought I made you happy from the way you laughed, and I was totally unaware
It was just the beginning of what we would share
Anytime I was hangin out it was with you
You wanted me girl boy and I wanted you too
Whatever you needed, whatever you wanted baby, you know Id do
The world in the palm of your hands, youre givin that up
Runnin away from love
Now its back to the beginning, what are we gonna do?
And tell me what I did to you that made you wanna leave (Talk to me)
Girl Boy I kept it real with you, and this is how you wanna be (Talk to me)
I never thought that you would do me the way that you did, youre so confusing
Baby just talk to me, oh
Woahhhh
Every rule i had ya breakin`
Monday, June 22, 2009 (7:37 PM)
You had me right at hello and I had you breakin the rules. The things I did, the things you did so our plans would come through each time. Silly us. You came down, took missions just for me, cause you wanted to see me , said you. And after everything that went down, your just gonna drop everything that happened and step on it like a bug. What the fuck, it's so hard to forget about. Then you talk to me like nothing ever happened - how can i not think about what ever went down between us? And when i bring it up, you're affraid to have the real talks with me, and laugh like it's a joke and you talk like " nothing ever happened ". You've called me a couple of times but I only seen them as missed calls cause most of the time - my phone wasn't with me. So that's my bad. Don't think i'm purposely not picking up your calls, because i'd love to hear your voice again, i can't lie. But i texted you to say what it was all about but you don't get back to my text msgs. What the hell - talk about hella mix up. Sayin, I think we'll eventually chill again at least once in the summer.. just hope you won't pull your stupid silly games on me once again. It's a bitch to live with because i'm here reminiscing bout everything that went down, while you're taking it with eaze to forget about, like it's a joke. Well it aint no game. Don't think i'll lecture you on shit, if you wanted me to forget about shit then why'd you play some serious game. Come real, i'll hope to see you soon again, i mean it. I kinda .. uoyssim. Hate to admit it, but yeah.
jump on it
(4:27 PM)
it's about time i get myself together back on track. it's summer and i don't need the stress, it's time to relax and have fun, tru. funny how there's a part of me that's got me thinkin bout you stillas. funny how you tried calling me but ended up being a missed call because i left my phone upstairs in my room for the whole day - my bad. so what have you got planned now? for us to chill again? in the summer? i reallllly wouldnt mind that but please don't play your stupid games if we end up chillin.
tru dat
Saturday, June 20, 2009 (11:03 AM)
Don't settle for what's acceptable, fight for what is above and beyond.
progressing
(10:27 AM)
one week of a major piss off which put me in such bad moods. i couldn't get my mind of shit that wasn't worth my time anymore. how pathetic, tru. from the real talks and the rantings i still never learned and i never will learn because how do i learn from the same kinda shit that happens. how am i suppose to know whats real fucken good when all they do is play around. so all i really needed was a day long chillage with people and it actually got my mind off things. had no thought of the whole situation yesterday. went all around town from don mills area back to where i'm at. i'd hafta say it was tiring but was well spent. even met new people, ha! props to that. but yes, i'm slowly forgetting ... excuse me for my bad decisions, i'll eventually learn from them.
And it's killing me coz now I know
Thursday, June 18, 2009 (9:58 PM)
this is so fucking pathetic. mistreats & misleads, nothing's fucken real. i've been chasing a dream; the complete oposite of reality. all because of you and your actions. its got me moving in a whole different way. i take fault for part of it, but you shouldn't have done all you did to begin with. s'truue, truth hurts.
worthless
(1:12 PM)
the realtalks i've been having with a few is killing me. as much as i need it, it's making me feel so worthless and stupid. the things i do to myself that just kill the shit outta me, i can never find whats real fucken good. i'm making myself so stressed over something that's not worth shit. but it keeps bouncing back to the fact that the same shit keeps happening. how do i live on? i can face the fact that things do come and go but the fact that sometimes the things that go are things that mean so damn much - it's hard to let go. it's so hard to pull myself together when shit keeps on happening. it's bringing out the worst in me. i'm being mistreated and i've mistreated myself at times. goodness, i never learn. i can't ever learn from the same shit if it's always negative shit. nothing motivates me to keep my head up. as much as i try, as much as everyone tells me "head up" it doesn't make much of a difference because i'll still feel the pain. i hate change, but sometimes change is good. only when it's for the better. but sometimes, the only thing that can change things for the better is for the person who made faults correct the mistakes. if that's not gonna happen, then the negative's still holding on. nothing's ever gonna be real, it's all a blur.
What did I do to deserve this
(12:46 PM)
i haven't been okay lately. all because of one thing which i'm taking in so much. just because it was something so good. how do i forget about everything. i'm so cheesed. and i've been so cheesed since friday and still am to this day. i'm letting the anger and emotions take over me which is making me seem like some sorta emotional ass physco. i swear, i'm tryna forget everything as much as i can but you keep on coming back. fuck
say what's real
Wednesday, June 17, 2009 (5:29 PM)
You can't face talking to me on the phone coz you know i'll give you some mad real talks with how stupid you are - aren't i right. Coz you can't call me, can't even leave me a text message anymore but you sure can talk on msn and talk a shit load on msn. I mean, once i signed on like the second i signed on, the first, very first person to msg me was you. Now we gonna talk like what. It's fucking bittersweet, eh. Say you got me still, just mean it when you say it. Don't forget it like you forgot bout what went down between us.
thanks for nothin'
(1:32 PM)
let's not let this take over my life. but on the reals, what the fuck - whatta piss off. so you didn't call like you said you would > like i figured. waste much after all that went down. the things i did and the things you did and now it's just forgotten in a snap. obviously it's gonna cheese me, how do you expect me to stay calm about it? obviously it's gonna be in my head for a while, i don't forget so quick like that. lately it's been making me act diffent .. well to some people i have been acting different. looking upset and shit and staying quiet and ghost. even the rents ask me " whats wrong, you look sad " whoa as much as i try to hide my emotions, i really can't when something is seriously bothering me. i know, you aint worth my tears but on the reals, i can't help myself. eff you cee kay.
life's a blur
Tuesday, June 16, 2009 (5:27 PM)
Depend on the power of flames to burn down the bad memories, don't depend on ice. Ice will just freeze your bad thoughts making life difficult. Tho everything sure does happens for a reason but sometimes it's just hard to let go and forget about everything...
' you never miss a good thing til its gone '
What do we do when something so beautiful starts fading
(3:13 PM)
So like im kinda cheesed. The fact that you did what you did... I dislike people like you. You know, the ones that lead people on just to get your ways and when you finally get what you want you forget and let it slip away like nothing ever happened. But there's something about you that's making it hard for ME to let it just slip by. My previous post hasn't made much sense, maybe this one doesn't make sense either.. i'm just confused. I needa say things in a non-exposing way. I take fault on things still but honestly, ugh I can't even explain much anymore. How you just gonna pretend nothing happened? Coz your guilty right. " When we chill we have nothin but fun " word, it's true. But now you're just ignoring my texts and forgetting about calling me. You did it for a week, texting each other back and forth, calling me on a daily even at night. And now it's like nothing, everything's 'fading'. Ever since that flop.. now that I think about it, it seems like you did it on purpose. Shoot, you don't know how pissed I am. Today I had a small realtalks with you and you just pretended like nothing ever happened, you pretended you didn't know what I was talking about when I know you clearly do. You makin up lies bout why you weren't returning calls and texts and now you said how you're gonna call me tonight. Let's see if you do or not. I'm fucking disapointed... in you and especially myself, unfortunatley.
What do we do when something so beautiful starts fading ?
Now you're actin' like you don't know me ...
Now the anticipation taking over
Sunday, June 14, 2009 (8:27 PM)
So what's wrong with me. Why do I do this shit to myself, like I never know. Erks, I hate that about myself. This post probably makes no sense at all to you but it's because i'm trying to say this in a very non-exposing way. " I'm waiting, anticipating for you baby cause I gotta be next to you " I swear ever since, I couldn't just leave it and pretend nothing happened. Ima say that over a milli times again and again in a less exposing way. Ha, who gives a shit if this made NO SENSE to you.
shoooot me nowww !
(7:28 PM)
I will be too excited after monday when i'm done with the science exam coz honestly science is a bitch. I studied-ish... well I tried okay! Then I fell asleep. Like I didn't even know it til i woke up with the textbook and papers on my stomach LOL. I don't have half my notes (i think) or my notes are either incomplete just because I hate science plus I think I threw them all out or well most when we were suppose to clean our lockers. I am gonna fail so bad tommorow it's not even funny. I feel like skipping just because I already know ima fail so ugh. Science is stresssin me like a bitch. So I should be studying still right now but i'm kinda too tired to and well science is just giving me a head ache. Fuck this, ima be so glad when it's over!
it's hard to pretend that it's nothing
(12:05 PM)
So I sent you a little text right before I went to bed just to see if you'd reply since you haven't for a few of the other texts. And I was trying to make myself not fall asleep so that I can see if you'd reply. But I fell asleep. I woke up this morning and first thing I did was look at my phone. And whaaaaaat! A text message from you 10 mins later (fml, haha) and a missed call from you around the same time. See I knew I shouldn't have fell asleep. If I was awake i'd obviously had picked up that phone call just because... it's you. So yeah I kinda did want to see you yesterday stillas, but that didn't happen. So hopefully something will come through this week, like planned?
kiss me thruu the phoonnne
(12:14 AM)
So like I kinda , uoy ssim. Sayin' hoping another one of those days will come up real soon again since friday was a flop. Erks, I kinda was lookin forward to it tho. Oh well. Let's hope errythang was for nothang. S'all ima say. Let's hope it'll come through once this week without flops. Erks, I can't believe myself.
takin advantage of the weekend
Saturday, June 13, 2009 (7:48 PM)
I'm so taking advantage of the weekend with the whole studying thing coz I didn't study bahaha. When i should coz i know ima do bad in sci on monday but whatever! the weekend has some nice weather. So today i went downtown to queen street and did some shopping, like duh i love shopping downtown. Got a baby milo (a bathing ape/bape for those who dont know) sweater and i absoloutely LOVE IT ! got a flanel once again but this time its short sleeves and its not just black and another colour. i wanted a long sleeve one but they only had it for guys so i got a short sleeve. and i went to h&m and there was a MAD ASS sale ! like holy fuck i wanted like 3 different jackets coz they all looked so goood ! but i only got 1 because my mom was all spazzing on me bout i got so many jackets (lol) whatever! annnd i got a buncha beaters for liek 2 dollars :) oh how much i looooove shopppping ! shopping is my hobby ;) me and my mom was planning to reach pnd after we walked through the whole queen street but then we were making our way to eatons and we passed nathan philip square and well we were getting tired and lazy LOL and there was a shit load of people! i still wanted to gooo buut my mom so lazy whateverr! seen a couple of people stillas while making my way to eatons and at eatons. day well spent still.
wink wink
Friday, June 12, 2009 (4:58 PM)
Since you came through? Truuue. Like what Soulja Boy says in his song Kiss Me Thru the Phone: " text me, call me, i need you in my life yeeeah ! ... " (lol!). Exactly what you've been doing since, forreal tho! Awwyeeeh ! Cute thangs, cute thangs. There's things to say, but best if I don't. Well on blogspot that is anyways. On the low, take it slow. Let's see how this goes.
oh whatta pissssofff
(2:03 PM)
3/6 complete. sci on monday now ima totally fail that. }
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Big ups to all my haters out there. You're only making me stronger by the shit you keep doing. You're making me famous everytime you talk shit. If I got haters on my clit then I seriously must be doing something right, true? "Say i'm a bitch, say that I lie, say what you want but you'll never see me cry. It's all probably not be true, it probably was as fake as the bitch that told you" On the fucken reals, I know I should just " leave it " like what everyone keeps saying so I don't sink as low, but on the reals, if you had a problem with me why couldn't you just tell me? Karma's a bitch so it'll bounce back to me either way. So might as well. Now get off my clit.
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When you don't get the things you want, you snap and talk so much shit. Like you might not even know it but you really do! You start spittin shit bout to expose thaangs. Now I wana say, 'never shoulda trusted you' coz when some serious shit goes down, you'll probably expose errythang you fucken can. Once again, how stupid of me. Now I made my mistake, and ima never make the same mistake again. Harsh but truuue.
ps. get the fuck off my blog, blog creeepas. like, who ever said this shit was meant for you tho?
ugh yeah i snappppped. but seriously you should mind your own fucking business and leave me the fuck alone.
cheeeeese me !
Thursday, June 11, 2009 (7:40 PM)
you be a bitch to me, i be a bitch to you back. get at me on the reals. i always knew you were fucked up! i dislike very much people like YOU who act all bright then start being a bitch. well i guess karma's a bitch coz i'll do the same shit back to you. i knew i shoulda dropped you since time ...
how stupid of me.
thank god nothing went further.
hypocrite bitchass-ness
(2:55 PM)
2/6 done
math tmrw, fml(s)69, holllllla !
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kso honestly you needa stfu before i shutyou out my life. you talk to me like your my rents. excuse me for my bad decisions. i make mistakes, erryone does. at least i learn from them. dont talk to me like you never did the same kinda shit. honestly! stop making me seem like i did wrong when you've done the same. dont tell me what to do, i wont listen to you. tell yourself the shit you tell me coz your the one who needs to take it in. dont waste your breath. talk shit bout me noww, i dont fuckingg care. plus why do you seem so interested in my life like honestly. and your so interested with my doings, like mind your own fucking business. you talk so much just to get your way. honestly you aint gettin that through me no more. as much as you beg, i wont say a word but 2, FUCK YOU.
dedication lasts a lifetime, dreams last for a night
Wednesday, June 10, 2009 (1:02 PM)
Let's not make it a one time thing. It'd be nice to make it happen for another time. Laawd, the things I do, the things you do :) ye ye, our lil secret. You made me smile stillas. holllllla !
oxymoron
Tuesday, June 9, 2009 (3:50 PM)
maybe it's wrong but it feels so damn right ?
what's real fucken good.
countdown to exams: 1
(3:46 PM)
So I sound like a nerd or someone who's very focused in school for counting down the days to exam but i'm not ! Exams start tmrw, and I have english. I need to study my ass off for errythang, fuck. But I can't really study for tmrw just coz I don't know what it's really about. All I know is that its on the book, Midsummer Night's Dream. Eff shakespear and his complicated old fashion language! (a-ha!). But anyways, this is the time when I really need to get focused.
straight from the mind, workin my own grind
Saturday, June 6, 2009 (6:51 PM)
Sometimes I can accept the fact that things do come and go but sometimes I hate it how people make movements and they're not even the great decissions. ' Live life with no regrets ' Yet with the movements they make, they'll end up regreting it. If people drift from me, whatever - ima let it be. Everything happens for a reason but funny how they can't come up with a good a reason for their movements and actions. Whatever, it's not my decision, it's theirs but i'm just saying. At this point, "trust no man, fear no bitch" is a quote ima live by. I'll ride alone and die alone only if I really have to. All i got is me, myself and I when no one's around.
Straight from the mind, workin my own grind,
Livin the so-called life, later will be a future man's wife.
I won't settle for average, i'll only settle for the best.
But i'm still young and don't need a shit load on my chest.
I got a smile on my face and a fuck you attitude, don't play round with my mood.
So come real or not at all, all the waste mans can just hold their breath and fall.
- (c.) ceeswagnificent *
life creepas
Friday, June 5, 2009 (6:09 PM)
What's the reason to get up every morning if there's gonna be no reason. Every other day just seems to be the same day then yesterday. It's not that confusing, but it's true. Same daily routine I go by, nothing amusing seems to be happening these days except the fact that exams are comin up (how many times do i hafta say this? alot). Everything's been so dull lately. People drifting away, family's just been doing their own thangs, loafting around, doing all the stupidness in life, and the list goes on and on. Summer 09, make movements. Hopefully this summer will come out good and there will be a reason to live it up! Hollllla ! Catch me in reality.
pathetic-ness
(5:30 PM)
i don't know what it is with you, but you're so pathetic! you got your priorities all mixed up, you move on and on and on and your movements just never end. what's real good? i could care really less about you these days, not like you are staying real. plus it seems like you have some issues with me or you don't like me or whatever it is. if that's the case then just tell me. no need to talk shit and run your mouth coz there aint no shoes on your teeth (ha!). you mess around too damn much with erryone, get on the realioss. you make movements and they're not good movements. you just want to be 'known'.
1/2 done
(5:26 PM)
wella did the first half of eqao today and it wasn't bad ! multiple choice was the easiest shit ever, why can't the whole thing just be multiple choice! haha. stumbled on the FIRST short answer question, im so stoops but i got the rest of em! 1 more half to go. man i can't wait til all this school related shit is over and done with completely !
M.I.A.
Thursday, June 4, 2009 (7:04 PM)
exams are comin up real soon, eqao tmrw & second part on monday. tell me how i'm not prepared. i don't even have a calculator -.-" FUCK LOL. finished my news article for english, and my sections 1 through 5 for geography. now i gotta get my news broadcast done for the second part of english. FMLS69 (we the best ;) - HAHA, inside jokeS) need it done and ready to present on monday 'FML' and i gotta get the second part for my geo done by the exam day which is my brochure/pamphlet, whatever you wanna call it. other than all those cumulative's i need to study my ass off til exams are completely done with. especially for science! teacher's been fucking around with my mark anyways, so idk. so catch me in reality ! i'll probably be M.I.A. for most of the time til exams are OVER and done with fully. at this point, school's too fucken hectic, i'ma be too excited when it's done with !
best you never had
Wednesday, June 3, 2009 (4:26 PM)
you made ya best move, ya next move. on the fucken reals, i'm the best you never had. i don't see the point in being with you when you'll just play a bunch of games. this is when you're wrong coz love aint a game. of course complications will come into hand time in time again but you clearly have others that you can run to. well you run to more girls than just me on a daily so, hop off coz i won't be down for someone like that. get at me with something real. don't say how you grew up a fucking screw up just coz you won't have me when you can have anyone else in the world to play stupid games with.
independant queen workin for her throne
Monday, June 1, 2009 (5:53 PM)
i make the simplest things so complicated and i dont give a fuck. it's just so hard to just drop things when they mean so much, catch my drift? whatever, none the less, i'll never forget you. i promise. promise is tough word but i mean it, i swear. you play too many games that got errythang all twisted and yet you sometimes have that little part of cupid in you that just make me smile.
can't crush my cool
(5:32 PM)
what's with young people these days actin all old and what's with the older people these days actin all young. came across one of each in one week. i find it hilarious! well this young one whom i don't even know i hear starts talkin so much shit about me like she knows me when she don't know who the fuck i am. she starts talkin like she knows what the square root of infinity is! like shit. youngins acting like they're so big and they're all that and whatever, its just so annoying to see them like this. and older people these days acting so young. WOW. it's amazing how it seems like they never learn. they just run their mouth about younger people when they just clearly act like them. i mean, what's with the name calling and all? i thought older people are suppose to be mature, i thought wrong, clearly! talking like they're in friggin elementary school. ha! whatta joke
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