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AUTOBIOGRAPHY
independant queen workin for her throne
" I know the world's cold and deceiving but I keep my head up like my nose is bleeding " - Lil Wayne
Cassandra N.R.T.'s the given name but people call me Cassie or Cas.
I got a smile on the face with a fuck you mentality. I'm hated and loved, but who isn't?
That typa girl who's called a bitch/asshole (whatever's negitive) because she speaks the truth.
In the teen years and is educated. I try my best not to regret because I only learn from my mistakes.
God and the ones I call family keep me going on the regular. My trust is limited. I know, sounds
cliche but it really is. Meaning I can count the selected ones I really trust with my own 2 hands.
Other than all the negative, i'm pretty chill once you get to know me.
Just like Kanye, Everything i'm not made me everything I am.
Get at me with something real. †♥$ ♪
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i'm fallin' i'm lossin' it
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 (6:22 PM)
FML. Everyone's saying that these days, even me. I have my reasons. FUCK. Honestly, do you even fucking care? Do you know what you do to me with the actions you do? It hurts me. I bet you don't even have a clue. Even if you're somewhere i'm not, even if you moved on, I don't even know. What the fuck ever happened to ...? You're barely ever there anymore and I fucken miss it all. I miss the way we use to talk, I miss everything about you especially them corny ass jokes and the long long long x a milli talks. Ugh I just want to scream the hell outta my lungs right now. I feel like i fucking lost you. I did move on it's just how you say things and do something next. Like I don't get it. I take in every single word and you flip it, reverse. I'm sure if you were here everything would fall into place or everything will be much much better. I can say that I am or was selfish. But realtalks I can't help it. Ima wait however long I have to because you are something different. Or are you? I'd take it back when the time comes, I know right now it's not the right time but still, I still want you to be down for me. I guess as long as you're happy, then I should smile too. Sigh.
