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AUTOBIOGRAPHY
independant queen workin for her throne
" I know the world's cold and deceiving but I keep my head up like my nose is bleeding " - Lil Wayne
Cassandra N.R.T.'s the given name but people call me Cassie or Cas.
I got a smile on the face with a fuck you mentality. I'm hated and loved, but who isn't?
That typa girl who's called a bitch/asshole (whatever's negitive) because she speaks the truth.
In the teen years and is educated. I try my best not to regret because I only learn from my mistakes.
God and the ones I call family keep me going on the regular. My trust is limited. I know, sounds
cliche but it really is. Meaning I can count the selected ones I really trust with my own 2 hands.
Other than all the negative, i'm pretty chill once you get to know me.
Just like Kanye, Everything i'm not made me everything I am.
Get at me with something real. †♥$ ♪
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now i just cant stop thinkin'
Thursday, March 12, 2009 (7:27 PM)
i admit that i over react when it comes to these kinda situations sometimes but its only coz i feel so whack inside. i promised myself and others that i would hold on strong in 09 but word, i can't help myself. im so disapointed in myself, you dont even know. so this whole thing got me thinking so much, im holding back the tears from coming making it hard for me to breathe. i just don't want to show that im fucking hurting. so i know what i've got myself into and i'm not saying i made a mistake coz i know for a fact that i didn't make a mistake. i know what i'm feeling, no one can change that and it is what it is. you can't blame someone for falling for someone. but yo, after our oh so little talk and how you responded got me fuckin thinking so damn much ! excuse me for the swearing but i gues i'm just getting fustrated. when we was talking, you didn't seem alright. as i said (in the previous post) it's like i know you so damn much and i know whassup. how you was responding made it seem like something was wrong. maybe it's coz of whats goin on and how you say its coz you cant see me now cozza your fam or its just your gona do something? i sure hope its not the 2nd one coz i dont wana loose what we have as i said a billion times. i hate worrying so much. im so worried its just making myself hurt. i dont want to worry so much coz its not like something bad happened. well something kinda bad as in your plans and what you was lookin forward to is messed but other than that, i got you, you got me so there shouldn't be anything to worry bout, tru?. well i hope nothing worse is gonna happen coz forreal i haven't felt this way in a long time. maybe i snapped when i wrote this post but i need to let things out. and i can't help but speak the truth. with you always on my mind... it's hard to forget bout worrying. yo, i love you.
