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AUTOBIOGRAPHY
independant queen workin for her throne
" I know the world's cold and deceiving but I keep my head up like my nose is bleeding " - Lil Wayne
Cassandra N.R.T.'s the given name but people call me Cassie or Cas.
I got a smile on the face with a fuck you mentality. I'm hated and loved, but who isn't?
That typa girl who's called a bitch/asshole (whatever's negitive) because she speaks the truth.
In the teen years and is educated. I try my best not to regret because I only learn from my mistakes.
God and the ones I call family keep me going on the regular. My trust is limited. I know, sounds
cliche but it really is. Meaning I can count the selected ones I really trust with my own 2 hands.
Other than all the negative, i'm pretty chill once you get to know me.
Just like Kanye, Everything i'm not made me everything I am.
Get at me with something real. †♥$ ♪
Simply
Way
Abovethe
Game -
CNRT©
i aint obsessing over shit
Wednesday, November 26, 2008 (8:34 PM)
{ i didn't post in a while? lmao }
i hate the drama clearly !
but word , things are just alright .
things are cleared out?
things are back to where they were before.
mhm at least we're talking now yuhdig.
that's all i really wanted. and guess what?
i'm feelin nice to say that 'im goood' :)
i aint obsessing over shit .
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i'm only lookin for ONE out there .
i aint the one to go for them allll .
i CAN hold it down , if you get to know me . :)
Wednesday, November 19, 2008 (9:49 PM)
And I aint gonna lie,
i still be missin you.
Even if we talkin now,
Things just don't seem the same.
I loved how things USE to be
It doesn't show, but i miss ya'
How we talked a lot everyday
How we be chilling day by day
When we were real good friends
When we were more than friends
I miss you, I miss it ALL .
everything. either way...
can we ever get back ?
AS friends , dont gotta be lovers
coz it just didn't work out that way
CALL ME CRAZY FOR ALL THIS ..
but i dont care. i express myself clearly
And guess what? HI HATER!
Tuesday, November 11, 2008 (8:54 PM)
i still tend to think bout you all the time
tell me how you're still the only one on my mind
you had me thinking that what we had was genuine
and now all it seems is that love is just plain blind
now, there's this feeling i got and i keep it to hide
because back then, you use to be my heart's guide
you're still special, and my feeling i say is just strong
i'm missing you like no other, thought we'd last long
i'm here left without you, feeling so lonely and alone
my feelings like this for you came up so unknown
remember, you're something i'm always going to treasure
no one can make me change my feeling nor come to my measure
did you know? i miss the way we use to speak
by how things aint the same is just leavin me weak
but i'll hide all the pain just by faking my smile
though you should know that i'd still walk that extra mile
(8:36 PM)
keep your head up, thats what people keep saying
believe me, everyday i'm clearly always trying
i know that i gotta try to keep strong
but sometimes i feel that you're still where i belong
and sometimes i still seem to think where we went wrong
i dont know what i did but what can i possibly do
to prove to you that what we had was true
you danno bout how you had me on lock
yet it don't matter no more, coz thats what i thought
if i could, i'd turn back the clock
back to that position ,back to that transaction,
you know i would.
Friday, November 7, 2008 (10:03 PM)
Maybe its just taking a while for us to be back to where we were
So i'mma try to be patient but i can't promise you that for sure
I still clearly miss the real good times we had
Even if you left me all alone, loney and really sad
I'm gonna treasure our lovely past, and keep it memorable
I don't know but maybe i got myself a little too comfortable
But you know what? I should be happy to know you were ever mine
So I sit here, think and just write all these rhymes
You know i'll never forget you and what we ever had
Cause at least we tried and for that, i guess i'm glad
I still miss you not just as my boy but even as my friend.
All i want and wish is for us to just bring it back .
Either way we bring it back, I promise you that i'll smile
I'll definatley have my head up high .
Thursday, November 6, 2008 (9:47 PM)
i could honestly be better than i am
but i know that i got what i call fam
i try to stop thinkin bout the past
but word, everything happend so fast
what even happened to us being friends
i know i mention it time and time over again
because we fell apart after that situation
and then we lost our communication
i'm still down about it but i'll be just fine
yup, i sure do miss you as mine
but i want us at least to talk like we use to
no i don't want to loose you
if its as a friend or my boyfriend
just put aside of how we came to an end
so we can talk like we use to coz
i really really reallly misss you
Wednesday, November 5, 2008 (7:06 PM)
Baby you don't know what you've done to me
And it kills me to know you're just another use to be
Honestly, I don't ever want to say goodbye to you
For me, that'd just be the hardest thing to do
How we barely talk these days just hurts
Since you been gone, I been needing more comfort
Can we just go back to when we were friends at least?
Man, its like I got some kind of disease
Thats why you don't talk to me anymore
Can we, just can we, bring it back to how we was before?
Monday, November 3, 2008 (9:41 PM)
I hate the fact that we barely ever talk anymore
Even if you aren't mine no more, even if my heart is sore
I fake a smile and pretend that i'm just fine
Still reminising when you were mine
I though that we'd last longer than we did
Was it me? What'd I do? Or is there something you hid?
I don't know what's true and im still here confused
You were something i really didn't want to loose
I sit here thinking about when we use to be
When all it was just you and me.
& its called 'imissyou'
Sunday, November 2, 2008 (7:55 PM)
Remember when we were more than friends
As if nothing would ever come to an end
And then it happened and I still wonder why
There's so many things going on in my mind
Nothing seems to even be the same
You probably don't even understand my pain
I still am trying to figure out where we went wrong
Because it seemed like our loving was so strong
Im so lost as to what happened between us
And to this day I been missing you so mcuh
I wish for this pain i'm feeling to go away
But I still be thinking of you every single day
We use to even been good friends before all this
And for us to be back to where we were, I wish
Cause now, we barely talk and it feels different
And I be reminiscin each and every moment
Saturday, November 1, 2008 (9:21 PM)
i still be thinking about you only
even if i'm here without you, so lonely
i miss having you as mine
it seems like im just wasting my time
but i still got feelings for you
but do you have a clue ?
you don't know how much i have to say
with everything in my head, it'll take me more than a day
to explain how much i misss you
i still want you to be my baby boo
i miss how we was always together
and i'm never gonna forget you, no never